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Don’t ever wish you were anybody else.

Have you ever compared yourself to someone else, only to end up feeling totally rubbish? Suddenly you feel like a gremlin standing next to a princess, when you’re simply hanging out with your best friend.

Many years ago, I suffered an outbreak of acne all over my face. It lasted for several months and was very noticeable. I was incredibly self-conscious, and would feel envious whenever I was around anyone with a clear complexion. It seemed like everyone else had perfect skin compared to mine, and all I wanted was for my face to go back to normal.

Have you ever felt something similar? The temptation to compare ourselves to other girls is all around us, especially with the world of Instagram and Snapchat at our fingertips. In these moments, we can often feel like our own looks just don’t measure up!

Theodore Roosevelt once said that comparison is the thief of joy, and it couldn’t be more true. So how can we avoid comparing ourselves all the time?

One of the best things to do is learn the truth about ourselves.

Did you know that, according to the Bible, each of us is fearfully and wonderfully made? The word ‘fearfully’ means to be breathtaking or awesome. You were made to be absolutely incredible. And the word ‘wonderfully’ means to be unique. You’re completely distinct in your characteristics. You weren’t made to be quite like anybody else. I find it fascinating that no two people have ever had the exact same set of DNA, or the same fingerprint. Isn’t that amazing? That means there isn’t, and there never has been, anybody quite the same as you.

You weren’t designed to look like Kylie Jenner, because then you would be without your lovely eyes and your smile that lights up the room. You weren’t given the charm of Emma Watson, because then you wouldn’t grace the world with your wonderful personality and presence that is unique to you.

The truth is, you were born to be beautiful! Each of us has something remarkable within us, although sometimes we aren’t aware of it. You’re wonderful just the way you are. Your beauty is found in the way you smile, the jokes you make, and passion with which you talk about the things you love. So, dear girl, don’t ever wish you were anybody else, because the world wouldn’t be the same without you!

Written by Rachel Waterman


Hi! I’m Rachel, I’m 27 and I live in Sheffield.
I’m originally from Harrogate, but fell in love
with the Steel City when I moved here for uni.
My passions and interests include spending time
in the great outdoors, travelling, and writing!

 

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Celebrate your uniqueness

Lugging my HUGE suitcase across the London Underground on my travels home from university, I recall sitting on a platform watching hundreds of people flooding in and out of the tube. I remember noticing many slim, beautifully-dressed women and I was suddenly overwhelmed by feelings of anxiety and insecurity. It was on this day that I made the decision to change tomorrow and the future me.

As a girl leaving student life and entering the adult world, I’m all too aware of the months and years I’ve wasted wishing I was, or looked like, someone else – forgetting how insanely unique, precious and gifted I am. I’d spend time with my crazy, hilarious sisters wishing I could make people laugh like they did. I would chat for hours on the phone with my super generous, kind-spirited childhood friend wishing I could have a heart for others like she did. I would watch my confident, joyful best pal who always had a spring in her step wishing I could have as many friends as she did. I became anxious in large groups of people feeling the pressure to be like others and I found myself suppressing all the beautiful, unique parts of my own personality out of fear I wasn’t enough for others. Wow, if only I could talk to my 14-year-old self now and give her the freedom, zest for life and joy that I feel now, knowing that I’m crazy, confident, kind-hearted and ENOUGH.

It’s not easy when the world tells us that success is being wealthy and well-known, that being beautiful is being slim and spot free and that being happy is having both success and beauty. It’s hard but it’s easier than you think. Wherever you are right now, whatever you’ve planned for tomorrow, whoever you’re sitting next to, you’re in control of what you spend your time thinking about.

It begins by understanding that we’re given 86,400 precious seconds in a day to be the best version of ourselves that we can be, without letting comparisons rob us of this time. We’re unique, incomparable and always amazingly different to the people around us. By learning to love ourselves we’re free and bold enough to be and do the things we love.

There are no set rules for loving who you are and not comparing yourself to other people but it starts by realising your smallest of talents and largest of gifts. Write them down, stick them on your mirror, remind yourself of them every morning and run with full speed at using them.

By focusing on the positives, you’ll be reminded that you’ll always be brilliant you and that like everyone else you’re not polished and perfect. Understand that no one is sorted and that by encouraging others instead of competing or comparing, you’ll feel more comfortable in who you are and will love the differences you see around you.

When you next find yourself comparing who you are or what you look like you’ll feel sadness and hurt. Kick those thoughts out and remind yourself of the precious you that’s like no other. You’ll love yourself, others, and life so much more.

Written by Hannah Stannard

I’m a third year student at the
University of Sheffield studying Psychology.
I love camping, being by the beach
and pretending I’m a professional backing dancer

 

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An unhealthy relationship… with my phone.

I don’t know about you but my phone is always in my hand. Or in my pocket. Or on my bedside table right next to where I’m sleeping. I don’t think it’s ever more than a few metres away from me at any given time.

But I’ve been thinking quite a lot recently about this and about how healthy these habits are.

I definitely don’t think that having a smartphone is a bad thing. Without mine I wouldn’t be able to keep up with friends and family around the world, listen to podcasts when I’m on a long train journey, or even just keep up with what’s happening in the world. But, I do think that sometimes our relationships with our phones can become unhealthy.

Have you ever been in a room of people where everyone is staring at their screen, rather than interacting with the people sitting right next to them? How many meals with friends are accompanied by the presence of iPhones on the table next to your cutlery? When did you last have a conversation with a friend that wasn’t interrupted by the pinging of a Whatsapp, Snapchat or Facebook message?

My guess is that we’ve all experienced these things – and are even guilty of doing some of them ourselves.

In 2015, research found that 92 per cent of teenagers went online daily – and nearly a quarter of them were almost constantly online (http://www.pewinternet.org/2015/04/09/teens-social-media-technology-2015/). But, psychologists say that our brains were never designed to be always on and permanently connected in this way (https://www.virgin.com/entrepreneur/what-happens-your-brain-when-youre-always-online). And, if we’re not careful, there could be very serious side effects to using our smartphones so much.

Researchers found that even just having your phone nearby can be distracting ( https://www.blog.theteamw.com/2016/11/15/any-cell-phone-in-the-room-messes-with-rapport-what-you-need-to-know-about-people-120/). They say that it represents all these other possible conversations that we could be having, rather than the one right in front of us. And it’s not just when we’re awake that it’s a problem – a survey of teenagers last year found that almost half of them wake up to check their phones at least once a night and 10 per cent admitted to waking up at least 10 times to check their phone when they should be sleeping ( http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-37562259).

Not only is it worrying that we can’t go for eight hours without checking our phones, it’s also really bad for our bodies to be checking phones and devices in the middle of the night. The light that comes from the screens confuses our brains into thinking it’s morning and that we should be waking up – making it harder and harder to get back to sleep.

So, with all this in mind, I’ve got a couple of challenges for you.

  1. Stop multi-tasking. I know as girls we think that we’re capable of juggling multiple tasks and doing a million things at once but scientists say that’s just not true. Actually, multi-tasking is more about task switching – and it can take up to 10 minutes to get back on task each time you switch, meaning that really you’re just taking more time to do lots of things less effectively. So if you’re supposed to be studying, log out of Facebook and leave your phone in another room so you’re not tempted by Snapchat and get to work.
  2. Have a phone-free dinner. Next time you’re going out for dinner (or lunch, or even just coffee) with your friends, leave your phone in your bag. Spend your time focusing on and chatting with the people in front of you, instead of being distracted by other conversations.
  3. Introduce a device curfew. Stop looking at screens half an hour before you go to bed. This will help your body to understand that it’s bedtime, meaning you should get to sleep quicker. And don’t check your phone overnight – not even to see what the time is (those notifications will just be too tempting, even at 3am). Instead, invest in a bedside clock that will let you know when there’s still time to sleep or if it’s time to get up already.

I’m going to be trying to do these things too, so please let me know how you get


Written by Natalie Clarkson

Natalie is a writer and a Christian from Essex.
She loves baking, bingewatching Gilmore Girls,
spending time with her
niece
and singing loudly when she’s in

her car on her own.

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Dealing with exam pressure

Let me just put it out there: I loved school. I know that may make me a little odd but there you go. I loved school so much that I even wanted to be a teacher – I never wanted to leave!

I was good at quite a lot of my subjects, but that didn’t mean I was immune to feeling the pressure every time exams came around.

There were a few ways that I dealt with that dreaded ‘exam pressure’:

  • I sunbathed and pretended the exams weren’t real. (Spoiler: they were!)
  • I invited friends round in the hope that we would motivate each other to study – but we always managed to go off on a tangent!
  • I overwhelmed myself with colour co-ordinated and organised folders for every subject, module and theory.

Does any of that sound familiar?

It took me a long time to work out how I learnt best and to get the most out of revision (it turns out I’m a kinaesthetic learner – I learn through actions…try doing that in an exam room without looking like a weirdo!) I’d tried a lot of revision techniques before I found ‘the one’ and even then I still had to shake it up sometimes to keep me focussed. And even though I was becoming more productive, it doesn’t mean that the pressure went away entirely (or that I stopped crying to my Mum about it!)

But why did I feel that exam pressure quite so much? Looking back I think it all boiled down to one thing. I was scared to fail.

Now that I’m a bit older I still face tests and challenges and sometimes I still feel under pressure and scared of failure. But often that doesn’t last because now I know something bigger and better. I know that I don’t have to be scared of failing because God loves me unconditionally – that means that it doesn’t matter what happens, whether I fail or do well or embarrass myself in an exam – God loves me anyway.

It says in the Bible ‘Long before he laid down earth’s foundations, [God] had us in mind, had settled on us as the focus of his love, to be made whole and holy by his love.’ (Ephesians 1:4, MSG) So now when big things come and threaten me I hold on to the fact that God loves me no matter what – and that’s bigger than any fear or failure that I’ll ever face.

Written by Charlotte Hendy

Charlotte is The Esther Collective project leader for
Girls’ Brigade Ministries. Originally from Plymouth,
she studied Theology at Oxford and now lives in Sheffield.
Charlotte suffers from seaside withdrawal symptoms
and dreams of one day owning a house by the sea!

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It’s time to talk about the F word

During the week I work in our local high school. My role is to befriend students, listen to them, give them advice and help them with tricky situations. When I’m talking to them I listen carefully to the words they use, because it tells me a lot about how they’re feeling. There’s one word in particular that always draws me into a conversation and I like to challenge the way they use and view this word. It’s the F word.

Recently I got asked by a girl, in her first year at high school, how she could cope with the stress of doing class tests. She told me she often got anxious about upcoming assessments and wanted to know how she might deal with her worries. I could understand her concern – I spent years in education and for 11 years through high school and university I had exams and assessments every term. Not fun! I still dread Christmas because it feels like I should be studying! I asked her what her greatest fear about sitting the tests was and she said her biggest worry was that she might fail. There it was. The F word.

FAILURE

If we’re honest, failure is something that most of us fear in some way. Maybe we fear failing exams or a driving test. Maybe we fear failed relationships. Maybe we fear failing our families or letting them down in some way. In most situations, when we express our concern about failing, a sympathetic and well-meaning friend will say ‘Don’t worry – of course you won’t fail!’. Now, while it’s encouraging to have somebody believe in us and have high expectations for our future, we know in the back of our minds that there’s still a possibility that maybe, just maybe, it will happen. A positive pep talk might help us move forward with a little more confidence but it doesn’t really prepare us for the time when failure does come our way. If we’re not prepared for failure, the fear of it can hold us back and ultimately be more costly than taking the risk of stepping towards our goal.

Over the past few years I’ve stepped out on some big adventures. One of them was crowd-funding my first album. Another was launching a brand new national teen girls conference. Talk about the potential for failure! These were massive leaps of faith with no real promise of success. I was so passionate about both of these things and, at the same time, totally terrified of putting myself out there knowing that I would probably make some mistakes and maybe even fall flat on my face in a very public way. So why did I do it? Because I’ve learned not to fear failure. Here are some of the things I’ve learned from failing and almost failing throughout my life:

Failure doesn’t define us. Just because I failed at doing something doesn’t mean that I’m a failure. Our identity isn’t dependant on our success or our failure. Failures can be a great opportunity to develop our character, and failing at doing can actually make us better at being – being resilient, being determined, being persistent, being forgiving or being courageous.

Failure is not final. Just because we fail something once doesn’t mean we can never do it again. Failure is an opportunity to say ‘That didn’t work. So, what will work?’ or ‘What can I learn from this experience that I can improve or change next time?’. Maybe you’ve mishandled a friendship situation and it’s left you both feeling hurt. Look at the role you played in that situation? What could you have done differently or better? What can you do to fix or change the situation now? What can you learn that will prevent a similar problem in the future? If you fail a test, ask the teacher to show you the gaps in your knowledge or skills. Ask them to help you make a study plan to improve those gaps until you’re able to complete the test successfully. Every failure is an opportunity to stop, review, and try again. It helps us develop resilience, making us stronger for the future.

Failure feeds success. I love reading biographies or stories about people who became incredibly successful in some way. The thing I notice with all of these people isn’t that they were successful because they never failed, but they were successful because they didn’t let their failures become final. Many people don’t succeed because the first time they trip over an obstacle they say ‘I’m done!’. The successful people allowed themselves recovery time, then got back on track with greater determination and perseverance until they made it past that hurdle. Their failures became fuel for the success they’d eventually find and they often say that, without those failures, they wouldn’t be where they are today.

So, while I gave that girl at school advice about how to stay calm, and prepare as best she could for the upcoming test and find confidence to give it her best shot. I also made sure to say ‘Don’t fear failure. It’s not final. It’s an opportunity to ask for help, to reset your goals and develop the courage to try again.’

When we stop fearing failure, all the things we dream of become incredible possibilities. So, ask yourself this ‘What would I have the courage to do, if I didn’t fear failure?’

Quotes on failure to reflect on this week:

‘I have not failed, I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work’ – Thomas Edison.

‘I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed’ – Michael Jordan.

‘There is no innovation and creativity without failure. Period’ – Brené Brown.

Written by Amie Aitken


Amie is a full time tea-drinker who

works as a chaplain in local schools.
She pets all dogs and co-founded “Sanctuary” – a nation conference for teen girls.

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Recovery isn’t all sunshine and rainbows

rainblogDid you know 1 in 4 people live with a mental health problem? I’m among them. Here’s my story of living with an eating disorder, depression and anxiety. A journey of pain, but also a journey of hope and transformation.

Depression was spending every waking moment worrying about every single thing I did or said. Wishing I was dead was definitely my lowest point, taking an overdose seemed to be the only way out. I don’t think you can feel any more rock bottom than sitting with 80 tablets in your hand, ready to go to sleep and never wake up. You feel that the fight is too much and the mental and physical energy has been drained from you.

Anxiety was not leaving my room for days on end because being in the vicinity of other people made my chest so tight I struggled to breathe; throwing away opportunities, throwing away creativity, and losing my spark.

Having an eating disorder was not just about weight loss and being obsessed with calories and restricting, it was pushing my entire family and friends away. I was having irrational thoughts that nobody liked me, that I wasn’t enough. I was breaking the hearts of those around me one at a time as they watched me struggle and sink further into the illnesses that were killing me.

Mental illness for me was spending every day feeling that I was standing on the edge of a cliff and with one tiny step I would fall to never return.

It took courage and bravery to accept help. It felt too overwhelming but I knew I couldn’t carry on the way I was. I was fading into nothing, becoming more and more depressed. I couldn’t even go to school anymore. Threatened with admission to a mental health hospital under a section, I started to engage with support.

Child and Adult Mental Health Services (CAMHS) offered me Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT), medication and dietician appointments to cope with food increases. They even offered us family therapy so my family could understand my illness better. It took month and months of hard work but I slowly started to make changes and regain my life.

The journey from then to now has been tough. Getting used to taking anti-depressants was hard to come to terms with. I remember standing on the scales and then running into the toilet staring at myself in the mirror. Tears, anger, frustration. But, with the weight I gained, I also gained back life, energy, family and friends.

People ask me if it gets easier. Yes, it does, but you can’t do it without support. It’s little steps that make the process manageable. I encourage anyone reading this who may be living with a mental health problem or knows someone living with a mental illness to speak to someone about it. Be brave enough to seek those conversations.

So where am I now? Recovery isn’t all sunshine and rainbows, it can be difficult beyond belief. When I come across a bump in the road I try and be rational about the situation. I put my faith in God. I still struggle with my weight, wanting to fall back to bad habits to feel in control. Having to fight thoughts like that constantly can be exhausting but recovery is worth it. It’s worth the pain, it’s worth the tears to know that I’m living, not just surviving. Knowing that I can make a difference in this world, injecting hope. I’m Jessie and I’m more than my mental health problems.

Written by Jessie Emms

Jessie | 20
Student mental health nurse
Coffee enthusiast | Feminism
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RESILIENT – a film about mental health

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Bokiya’s story


What an inspiration Bokiya is!
Please help to get her story of bravery shared.

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Lost // me

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Lost // someone

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Lost // family

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The brush and the broom by Eve (age 4)


‘Friends are really special.’

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The story of the knots and tangles…

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Street compliments

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The story of the face at the window.

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Inspiring stories of hope and perseverance in koko’s first mini documentary.

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Worth the wait.

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Fine Lines

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December is for…

decisforPhoto by Pen&Shutter

As I sit and type this, the song Simply having a wonderful Christmas time is ringing out in my local coffee shop. There are snowflakes and robins hanging from the ceiling and my cup is filled with sweet Christmassy-titled goodness.

It feels kind of weird to be blogging about anxiety at a time of year when we’re expected to be all jolly and excited, but recently I’ve been reminded by my friend Amy* that for many this time of year simply doesn’t feel so wonderful. Most weeks I meet with Amy, who has taught me what it’s like to be dealing with anxiety. Amy is learning week by week to be brave, to persevere and not be held back by the sad and anxious thoughts that she has. I’m aware that there will be many people who feel like Amy and so I’ve asked her to share her thoughts, her advice and some of the things she’s learning.

Hello I’m Amy. I’m 12 and ever since I was in Year 5 I noticed that I was always very anxious and upset and it was horrible. I felt like no-one understood and they just thought I was doing it for attention. People started to listen and understand me when I was in Year 7. I went to the doctor and he said that I had anxiety and depression but we don’t really know why.

I’ve been off school for six months and I’m not fully over my anxiety yet, but I’m now getting help from people and slowly getting better. I’m nearly ready to go back to school!

The way I deal with my anxiety is by talking to people, it really helps! In the past six months I’ve really changed for the better… I now want to do SO much more than just sitting in my room alone. I’ve learnt that I’m stronger than I think.

Here’s what else I’ve learnt…

Talk to people
People always used to tell me you have to talk to people but I never did because I thought it would make me worse. Over the past year I’ve started to talk to people about how I’m feeling and it’s really helped. So my advice would be don’t bottle things up, it’ll only make you feel worse.

If you have a fear of something, stand up to it
If you have a fear of going out to places, each day go out the front door and go a bit further when you feel you can. Try to face up to your fear, you can do it!

Go and see your doctor
If you feel down and then happy, have sad thoughts, don’t want to leave your home, don’t care about friends or struggle to go into school then go and see your doctor. It’s not scary – they can really help and give you good advice about how to get better.

Get some fresh air
I used to stay in my house and not want to go outside but then when I did I felt so much better and happier. Fresh air and a walk is good for you!

Eat well
I starved myself for days at a time and lost so much weight, but it didn’t make me feel any happier, in fact it made me feel worse. Eating well helps to make you feel better, even if you don’t feel like eating try your best. Your body is important and you need to look after yourself.

Focus on positives
Sometimes we can get into the habit of always focusing on the negatives, which only ends up making us feel worse. Each day I write in my diary something that I’m grateful for e.g. my family, for the sunshine, for my house. Focusing on positives makes you feel so much better.

Exercise
I didn’t do exercise for quite a long time, I didn’t go to school or leave my house. But since I’ve been getting outside and doing exercise my mood has improved. I’ve heard that exercise releases chemicals in your brain that make you feel happier and brighter. Clever!

If you feel anxious, worried or upset then I want you to know that you’re not alone and you can get through this. Life can be hard sometimes and dealing with anxiety can be a difficult challenge but I’m proof that you can get through it and feel a whole lot better! It can take time so don’t rush yourself. Talk to people, enjoy the fresh air and be honest about what you’re going through.

Love Amy

*Names have been changed

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#Worththewait

We’ve been hearing from girls all around the UK, and here’s what they had to say…
#Worththewait

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November is for…

NovfinPhotography by penandshutter.co.uk

Do you ever get that feeling when you hear the rain pouring outside but you’re all cosy inside? It’s a feeling that makes you feel warm and comfortable. You know the feeling?

Well my mum has totally ruined it for me.

I remember a few times when me and my sister were little and used to get into bed on a rainy, windy night my mum would ask if we could hear the rain. We’d listen to it pouring and say ‘yes!’. Then she’d ask if we felt all cosy, which is where that warm feeling would creep in as we’d snuggle down under our covers and say ‘yes’ again. And just as we felt ready to drift off to sleep in a cosy warm haze my mum would say ‘Well remember, there are thousands of people outside who aren’t cosy and warm tonight, but wet and cold. They don’t have houses and beds to go to’. I remember we’d talk about the wet and cold people together, and when she left I’d lie there and feel sad for them.

My sister and I used to moan (and joke) about mum’s reminders about the homeless people. We used to tell her she totally ruined our cosy moment. But now I’m older I realise my mum has got this beautiful quality of noticing people and caring about them, and I realise that way back on those rainy nights she was beginning to pass this ‘noticing’ onto us. Like when I started secondary school, on the very first day of year 7, she said to me ‘Remember to watch out for the people who look lost, lonely or don’t seem to have any friends’. My mum was beginning to teach me that it’s a choice to care for those around us, a choice that if made regularly can become a healthy habit.

Since then there are many occasions when I’ve seen her noticing people – speaking to people around her in queues and caring about their lives, doing shopping for the elderly, making meals for those who are sick, comforting people who have lost loved ones, kneeling down on the pavement to chat with those in sleeping bags, visiting the frail lady down the road. My mum teaches me that my life shouldn’t be focused entirely on myself but that I have a role to play in the lives of others. If we don’t notice and care for those around us, we end up going through life with ourselves at the centre – self-centered, and miss out on learning from others around us.

So my question is – can you make more of an effort to notice the unnoticed? To care for the uncared for? And to offer help to those who look like they’ve lost their way?
I love this quote by Mother Teresa –
‘Go out into the world today and love the people you meet. Let your presence light new light in the hearts of people.’

Can you imagine how much of an impact we’d have if we all chose to watch out for people who needed to be cheered up? – the girl at school who looks upset, the lady on the bus who could use a hand or offering to do the washing up for your tired looking parents.

This quality of noticing people is a choice, will you join me in making it a healthy habit?

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‘Fine lines’ – Spoken word

I’ll be a success when I’ve made a difference
To those I meet along the way,
And I’ll be a success when I am kind
With the words that I give away.

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October is for…

I used to hate hurdles at school.

I could never seem to get myself over all of them. I can’t tell you the number of times I hobbled back to the P.E. changing rooms with blood dripping down my knees.

Hurdles frustrated me because I just couldn’t understand why everyone else could glide over them like elegant deer leaping beside me and I was like a big clumsy elephant bashing most of them over. I used to watch them all leaping ahead while I stumbled and limped. To be honest, most of the time I just sat on the floor and gave up on the race.

What was more annoying was the fact that I was one of the tallest in my year, these long legs of mine weren’t playing their part! How could all the shorter girls get over them but I couldn’t?!

I never mastered the hurdles but I discovered that my legs did do me proud on the high jump… well done legs.

Obstacles in life
Sometimes we come up against difficult obstacles in our lives; difficult, upsetting or frustrating situations which we find it hard to get over or get around. Sometimes we find ourselves tripping over, bloodied and bruised. We can look up and see others leaping along, with smiles on their faces, like elegant deer. How can they get it right, but I can’t? Why is it so hard for me? When will I be able to leap and smile?

When we sit on the floor and watch others around us living and leaping along it can be so discouraging. We sit there looking up, comparing ourselves. Whatever the obstacle is in front of you the first challenge is to stand up and stop comparing yourself with the girl on your left or the girl on your right (or the girl on your screen).

Stop focusing on the hurdle
My teacher used to tell me ‘Stop looking at the hurdle but lift your eyes and look ahead’. Apparently when you’re always looking at the hurdle your head comes down and you become top heavy and can end up tripping. It seems that if we are up against obstacles, however difficult or painful, it’s important to lift our eyes up and look ahead rather than always focusing on the obstacle itself.

When I was struggling with the way that I look, I started to realise that these thoughts I had about myself weren’t healthy and were making me incredibly unhappy. The view I had of myself was my hurdle. I needed to get over it because I didn’t want these thoughts to interfere in my daily life anymore.

So I decided to do something about it… I told people I trusted about how I was feeling and asked for their help. I stopped reading all magazines because I was find their obsession with ‘perfection’ was weighing me down and I started reading what God says about me, about how I’m loved and cared for. I also made a decision to spend time with people who weren’t obsessed with image. Slowly but surely I stepped over a massive hurdle in my life.

I don’t know what the hurdles are in your life, there may be one or two, or perhaps there are hurdles in front of you for as far as your eyes can see. You may be tired from attempting to get over them but don’t sit down and give up on the race. You won’t always feel like you do today – sad, angry or frustrated… it won’t always be this way.

Take small steps towards each hurdle, eyes up, focused forward, don’t compare yourself to those on your left or those on your right but move at your own pace. Slowly you’ll be able to step gently over a hurdle and make progress. Ok, you might stumble, yes you might have to limp along but your bloodied knees will heal. As you move forward remember to look out for those struggling and limping over their hurdles too, make an effort to always be a cheerleader for those who need a little encouragement in their race.

Love Meg x

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September is for…

septSo this week I lost my phone for TWO WHOLE DAYS – ARGHH!

This is a pretty big deal for me. I searched high and low but it was nowhere to be found. So I left the house on the first day phoneless and it felt weird. My hands were empty, no phone calls, no texts. It’s like the world was carrying on but I was out of the loop. My hands were itching to type and check Twitter for the latest news. When I returned home, at the end of the day, I found that all was well and I hadn’t really missed a thing.

Day two began and I started to notice that this phonelessness was beginning to have an impact on me… usually when I go to a coffee shop I’m so engrossed in my phone, in social media, texting and emails that without realising it I can lose an hour (or three) of my life to a screen. But on this visit I read a book with no distractions and ended up having a long chat with a lady at my table. ‘Maybe having a phone glued to my hand has become a barrier to the world around me, maybe I’ve been missing things,’ I thought. Deep!

By the afternoon of day two I was sure my phonelessness was having a positive effect on me. I realised that I felt more productive and focused. I decided to paint my lounge wall which I’d wanted to paint for ages. I danced around to the radio with a paintbrush in hand with no beeps or rings to distract me.

I honestly hadn’t realised how much of my time and attention I’d been giving to my phone and technology. Not just texting and calling people but Twitter, Facebook, Instagram and reading the news. I’m totally glued to it, my phone is like an extension of my hand. It always on the table when I eat and beside my bed when I sleep, it’s the first thing I look at in the morning and the moment it makes a noise it has my undivided attention. However, when I found myself detached from it, I began to realise how much of a distraction it can be.

Finally after two days I found my phone hiding under a hat in my spare room.

I thought being phoneless would be an isolated lonely nightmare (slightly dramatic, sorry!) but it turned out to be a really productive, focused two days with no distractions filled with painting, reading and meeting new people. It’s been an enormous wake-up call, and really challenged me to switch my phone off every now and again. So I’ve decided to pass on the challenge to my friend Hannah. I’ve challenged her to switch off her phone and all technology for 10 whole hours and let us know how she got on…

Here’s what she said:

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Before I attempted this, I simply had no idea how much technology has totally taken over. Overall, I’m glad I did it! The time I’ve spent with family and friends hasn’t been interrupted by incessant notifications as I’ve concentrated on putting my phone away in order to invest in real life relationships. However, those two days served as a reminder as to what a wonderful thing it is to be connected with friends and loved ones so much, but with this is the temptation to spend so long looking down that we don’t look up at what’s around us.

If I can learn to switch off more, I’m confident that I can experience more and share more experiences with those around me. Hopefully then ‘sharing’ turns into listening to a friend’s story, a ‘like’ turns into a genuine smile, a ‘comment’ turns into a meaningful conversation, and a ‘group message’ turns into spending time with those who mean the most.

And so, you can probably guess what’s coming…

The challenge: 
My challenge to you this September is to switch off, ok I know that might be a really crazy suggestion and if you’re anything like me then this will definitely be a challenge for you. But I really think this addiction to our phones and technology is affecting us and a break every now and again is healthy. Could you switch off for just an hour at first? Perhaps while you’re at the dinner table with family, switch off and give your friends your complete attention when you’re spending time with them, or maybe you feel ready for the whole 10 hours!

So do you accept the challenge? This is all about freeing your hands and focusing your attention. Go on, rise to the challenge and let us know how you got on.

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‘You don’t have to suffer in silence.’


‘If you are struggling, you don’t have to suffer in silence. Let’s talk.’
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August is for…

Aug-RecoveredOh dear – this is how my morning went one day this week:

I threw open the curtains (expecting a sunny garden) and was greeted with rain and I thought,
‘Ugh, what a dull, grey day.’
Then I looked in my wardrobe and thought, ‘Great, I have nothing to wear’.
I looked at my list of jobs to do that day and thought, ‘Oh, I have so much to do’
I walked to the kitchen and looked in the fridge and thought, ‘Ugh, we’re out of yoghurts’.
I left the house and looked at my old car and thought ‘I’d love a new car’.

What a miserable attitude!

You’ll be pleased to know that I did actually notice how miserable I was being, and managed to snap out of it pretty fast, but it made me realise that sometimes I completely forget to look for the good that is in my life.

It’s really easy to get sucked into wanting to have more and then being miserable about our reality. That’s what all the ads seem to do to me if I’m not careful, but I suppose I shouldn’t really be surprised – after all they ARE designed to make us long for more. They tell us that we need the newest phone, or those ‘to die for’ new shoes and that miracle-wonder-scientific-breakthrough-longer-lasting make-up.

But what I’ve been realising is that we don’t really get encouraged to be grateful for what we do have.

So, the challenge this month is to have an attitude of gratitude.

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the quality of being thankful; readiness to show appreciation for and to return kindness.

WOW! I totally love that definition. It makes me aspire to be the sort of person that appreciates the people around me and the things I have. I don’t want to be someone who just wants more and more and more and is never satisfied, do you?

I’m guessing though that an attitude of gratitude takes practice – So as you get up, as you brush your teeth, as you walk, as you meet people, as you eat, as you rest this month, try looking for the good around you.

It might help to write it down -‘Today I am grateful that I have clean running water to brush my teeth’.

We could even encourage someone else to have an attitude of gratitude too by choosing to tell someone each day what we are grateful for, and encourage them to do the same!

Are you up for giving it a try this month?

Here’s my starter – Right now, I’m grateful for the town that I live in, that I’m safe to walk to this coffee shop where I’m free to sit and write. I’m thankful for this Fairtrade coffee and the people that worked hard to pay the coffee farmers a fair wage. I’m thankful that I have food in my bag for my lunch, I’m thankful for my Goddaughter who just squeezed me tightly and told me she loves me (it totally made my heart melt) and I’m so grateful for my friends who care for me.

Now it’s your turn to have an attitude of gratitude… Let me know what you’re thankful for today: @thekokostory #Imthankfulfor

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koko explores: self-harm


What actually is self-harm? Can you recover from it? How can you support someone who is self-harming?

Inspiring stories of hope and perseverance in our new film ‘koko explores: self-harm’

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July is for…

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A few years ago I was on a train with my mum. We hadn’t seen each other in four weeks so we had loads to catch up on. During the 45 minute train journey we spent every moment sharing stories and news, it was so lovely to finally spend time with her again.

That lovely feeling, however, was about to fly out the train window as a man behind us stood up, walked towards us, pointed at me and aggressively said ‘DO YOU EVER *insert rude word here* SHUT UP?!’.

And, with that, he turned around and walked off the train.

Wow.

We were so shocked at his outburst because we hadn’t been talking particularly loudly. I suddenly thought we might have been sitting in the quiet coach (where signs ask you to keep the noise down at all times) but, on checking, I discovered that we weren’t.

I began to look around worrying that we’d upset others with our story sharing but on inspecting the faces of the people in our carriage it seemed everyone was oblivious to what had just happened. But my worry didn’t settle there – ‘Why did he get so annoyed at me?’, ‘Am I really that annoying?’, ‘Do other people think the same but never tell me?’. This man’s words really began to play on my mind.

When people are pointing fingers at us and commenting on how we look, how we speak or perhaps the way we do things, we can feel under pressure to conform and change ourselves. But what I’ve realised is that people will always have an opinion about you. Some people will like you, others won’t but some people will want to affect you and bring you down.

-Do people’s opinions of you play on your mind?
-Do you feel the pressure to be someone that you’re not?

Well this month’s challenge is…

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We’ve all got our quirky, weird and wondrous ways, let’s accept ourselves as we are and no longer allow the opinions of others to affect and change us.

Yes this is easier said than done, but we all know the saying goes ‘Practise makes perfect’, so this month practise being perfectly you, nothing more, nothing less.

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June is for…

Juneisfor2My friend Katie* told me a story recently about a student who had put their wet washing up on the line before they went out. When she returned, her washing had been taken down and someone else’s was up. She was furious and she said to Katie ‘This boy has taken my washing down just so he could put his up!’

Katie decided to get them both together and find out what had happened.

The boy, when he arrived, said ‘When she was out, it started raining so I ran out and brought her washing in. That’s not my washing on the line.’

Oh how the girl had got it so wrong!

She’d jumped straight to the conclusion that he’d sneakily removed her washing just so he could put up his own.

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Do you jump to conclusions? I do, way too much, and that story has really spoken to me.

If we see someone look at us in an odd way we can be totally convinced that they have an issue with us. Or sometimes reading a short text or email we’ve received can really cause us to worry that it’s blunt because the person has a problem with us for some reason.

Recently I reacted like that in front of my friend Amy, and ended up saying about someone else ‘Well she thinks I’m too dramatic and annoying.’ To which Amy wisely replied ‘Meg, but you don’t know that.’

Amy hit the nail on the head. She’s completely right and reminded me, again, that I shouldn’t go about guessing what people are thinking, and jumping to conclusions about them as a result.

Working on why we do this conclusion-jumping thing is probably the key, and I’m beginning to realise that for me it usually stems from my own insecurity. A blunt text or odd look triggers my brain to spin with insecure thoughts that lead to that jump and it’s worse when I’m having a bad day.

When our brains are spinning and jumping to conclusions, we do have options:

Ask the person or ask yourself, or put another way, be clear about the actual facts and don’t jump straight into negative feelings about yourself or other people.

Ask the person
 ‘Did you take my washing down?’ – if Katie’s student friend had simply asked the boy about the washing on the line she would have avoided all those negative emotions. Remember though – ask, don’t accuse.

Ask yourself – even if you don’t ask the person if their email is blunt because they’re unhappy with you, you can choose not to just think the worst about the situation or person.

Learn to be a bit clear headed about yourself. Ask yourself ‘Why am I jumping to the worst conclusion about me or the other person?’ ‘What has triggered me to spin like this?’ ‘Am I having a bad day because I’m tired or stressed?’ Remember, these worries often do stem out of our insecurities.

Also it’s always good to ask about what you know about the other person in this situation – would they really be like that with you?

Learn to stop in the spin and jump to great conclusions.

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Dear 16 year old me…


Have you checked your skin recently?

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May is for…

mayimSome of you will know that last week I brought home a puppy called Mollie! She’s lovely but my week has been filled with poos and wees everywhere! At one point Mollie pooed and then she ran in it – aaagh! I was going to take a photo to show you, but no one wants to see that.

molsI’ve been trying to get her used to different noises and smells so I carried her down to my local coffee shop and sat outside. In the space of about two hours I had at least 15 people stop and start conversations with me… ‘Oh she’s lovely!’ ‘How are you getting on?’ ‘Is this your first?’ ‘Is she settling in?’

I couldn’t believe how many strangers were more than willing to talk to me just because I had a dog. So it seems dogs bridge this gap and make conversation with strangers acceptable, amazing!

This new experience of talking to so many strangers each day has had a big effect on me. So much so in fact that when I was standing in a queue the other day (without Mollie) I said to the lady in front of me ‘So, how’s your day going?’ She did look a little surprised but started telling me about how much stress she’s under at work and how her family members are unwell. We were strangers to each other but in the space of two minutes we’d connected.

So maybe, just maybe, we don’t need dogs. Maybe we just need to take more of an interest in people.

Sometimes we get into a habit of keeping ourselves to ourselves and are closed off to the world in front of us. So often we live internally and don’t make an effort to interact with the people around us. What we all need to remember is we have so much that we can learn from each other. It’s in sharing a ‘Hello’, a ‘How are you?’ and our kind words that we can encourage the people we come into contact with. Ok, it can feel silly or nerve-wracking saying ‘Good morning’ to someone you don’t know, but the more you speak with new people, the easier it gets.

So I want to challenge you this month to take a brave step and speak to people that you’re not familiar with; the person who serves you, your bus driver, the postman (or postlady), the shop assistant or that girl at school who looks alone. Together let’s take a step towards opening up and living outwardly.

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‘Life doesn’t begin when you find a relationship’

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The majority of us have watched the film Mean Girls; ever noticed how the character Cady Heron lets the idea of acting mean and thinking in a mean way take control over who she actually was?

Through talking with many of my single friends that are now taken, I’ve found that for many of us, this is an area we all struggle with. With a media culture which expresses that boyfriends are a ‘must have’, it’s so hard to be happy with the fact that we don’t have one.

But being single doesn’t mean we have less, it actually means so much more. It means we have more room to love, more time to spend with our friends, family, and those that truly need our help.

Over the past couple of years, this culture and my own ideals have consumed and broken me. My constant want and longing for a relationship soon caused me to be a Cady – I let it become my identity.

Relying on another human being to provide all of these satisfactions is so temporary and confidence shattering.

Imagine this, you long so much that you believe all of these lies, then you find love, you let it consume you, you let it build your confidence and then… it’s taken away. Gone. He cheated. Or he told you he didn’t love you anymore. You weren’t good enough.

I made myself think of being in that situation, and I became terrified of what that would do to my confidence, my identity and self-worth.

The real truth is that your beauty, your individuality and personality go incredibly far beyond the walls of a relationship.

I just want to encourage you to find yourself. Spend time discovering who you are, what you love about the world, your dreams for the future, growing in faith, exploring life, and learning from mistakes.

You didn’t need to force it. You didn’t need to date a million guys before you found the right one. You didn’t need to change yourself, your body or your personality to get into a relationship where you aren’t yourself.

Life doesn’t begin when you find a relationship, and the books you’ve read have already been written, so write your own.

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Hey, I’m Emilie, a born and bred Essex girl of 18 years,
studying Sports Science at Oxford Brookes Uni.
Disney World is my favourite place on Earth.
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Chibok girls, we’ve got your back!

by Claire Rush

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We have been so inspired by koko’s ‘I’ve got your back!’ video. Those four words are easy to say when you’re saying them to people that you know and love. But there are many young women across the world that we don’t know who need us to say (really loudly) ‘I’ve got your back!’

Can you imagine what it would be like to be taken away and be separated from your family and your home for nearly a year? Unfortunately this is what 219 young women from Chibok in Nigeria have had to endure. On 14 April, they were kidnapped by terrorists and have remained missing since. Simply gone.

Like me, six of the young women – Esther, Awa, Deborah, Grace, Abigail and Deborah – are members of The Girls’ Brigade, a movement for girls that spans across the world. Over the past few months, the GB family have been saying ‘I’ve got your back!’ Across the UK, over 2,500 people have made a Card of Hope (like the one’s below). By doing so, they’ve chosen to remember these young women and turn up the volume of hope for them.

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On Tuesday 17 March, six young women – Anca, Ellie-mai, Kelisha, Lily, Sharon and Obusola – delivered the Cards of Hope to the UK Parliament and the Prime Minister’s home at Number 10 Downing Street.

Below is their photo story of the power of saying ‘I’ve Got Your Back!’:

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‘I care about the girls because they’re like me’ – Anca (11) from Birmingham.

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We met Baroness Anelay who is a government minister responsible for the UK’s relationship with Nigeria.

‘I think the most important thing Baroness Anelay said was never give up because we need to continue to show how much we care for the missing girls’ – Lily (10) from Reading.

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‘For me the important thing is to say that people care and haven’t forgotten about the Chibok girls, and girls getting education, and the evidence of this is the visit I had from the Girls’ Brigade’ – Baroness Anelay.

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After we spoke to Baroness Anelay, it was great to have a chance to look around the Houses of Parliament – Kelisha, Zoe and Rachel even had time for a cheeky selfie!

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We even got the chance to knock the most famous door in the UK – the home of the UK’s Prime Minister. ‘My highlight of the day was going to Number 10 Downing Street because I hadn’t been there before and we got to deliver the cards of hope’ – Oluwabusola (11) from Croydon.

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Our hope is that the UK government will listen to our voices and do all they can to help these young women return home.

‘It’s important that we never give up on the Chibok girls. We need to continue to show how much we care for these girls’ – Lily (10) from Reading.

Girls of Chibok, we’ve got your back!

Inspired these girls? Join them in spreading hope for the Chibok girls by making a Card of Hope. After you’ve downloaded the template here, you can choose a name here. Once you’ve created your card, send it to The Girls’ Brigade England & Wales, Cliff College, Calver, Hope Valley, Derbyshire, S32 3XG.
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April is for…

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My Dad eats woodlice. He says that you have to crunch them quickly before they run around your mouth – euggh!

He told me that after you’ve eaten them you’ll find their legs between your teeth later on in the day. Again – euurrghh!

You’re probably thinking ‘er, why?’ or more likely ‘What’s wrong with him?’

Well, y’see, my dad is a survival specialist and teacher. He’s climbed a gazillion mountains, makes a rather spectacular fire and builds shelters sturdier than my house.

When I was little I remember my teacher asking me what my Dad did and I said something like ‘My Dad walks in the arctic and catches rabbits and eats them.’ I’m sure my teacher was probably like ?!?!

Recently I received an email saying ‘Meg no one believes in me or encourages me’. So I want to tell you my Dad’s story because it inspires me and I think it might inspire you too…

My Dad decided he wanted to be a teacher when he was in secondary school and he told his careers advisor who heartlessly replied with ‘You’ll never be a teacher, you’re only good for being a bricklayer.’

It was around that time that his inspirational geography teacher Pete Bradley told him that he had talent for the subject and, thanks to Mr Bradley, my Dad left school with just one GCSE (in geography!). Before he left Mr Bradley said ‘If you want to pursue teaching you’ll have to work really hard but go for it, you can do it.’

So my Dad didn’t just leave school with a GCSE, or O-Level as they were called back then, but also with an utter determination to become a teacher.

To cut a long story quite a bit shorter, after many years of relentless studying, training and learning my Dad achieved his dream and became a teacher and survival specialist.

He’s spent 40 years teaching geography and survival skills, leading polar explorations, wilderness courses and mountaineering expeditions throughout the UK and Scandinavia and spent a number of years working for the MOD as a Combat Survival Instructor – wow! He totally did it!

My Dad aimed really high even though certain people told him he couldn’t achieve his dream. He could have listened to the negative voices but instead he chose to listen to the positive encouraging voice.

What does aiming high look like?

I went out with my Dad for a coffee last week to hear more about his story and aiming high. We sat for ages discussing some of the things we’ve learnt about pursuing our dreams and here’s what we agree is important…

1. FOCUS

If you want to aim high and achieve you’re going to need to focus your attention. This is all about giving time to study and learning to learn. Prioritise! Are there things you need to do less of? Or more of? Get yourself into a good rhythm and use your time wisely.

2. LISTEN & LEARN

We can learn so much from one another, especially the people who have gone before us. If there’s something you want to achieve, seek the people you can learn from. Ask questions, listen and soak up their advice. It’s often helpful to keep a journal of the things you’re learning and finding out.

3. PRACTISE, PRACTISE, PRACTISE

And I’ll say it again, practise. This is about perfecting your craft and honing your skill. I’ve heard some say it takes 10,000 hours to become an expert in something so begin today and keep at it.

4. BE MOTIVATED

Get up and go! You have so much potential. The last thing you want is to look back and regret not making the most of your time or talents. Be brave and take a step forward.

5. BE HUMBLE

‘humble’ : adjective hum·ble: Not proud : not thinking of yourself as better than other people, respectful.
Remember, you’re no bigger, better or more important than anyone else. Don’t puff your chest and try to impress but instead strive to have a quiet inner strength. Equally, remember no one else is bigger, better or more important than you. Try not to be intimidated by others along your journey, but have confidence in your own skills and talents.

6. FAILURE ISN’T FINAL

My Dad said ‘I’ve made many, many mistakes along the way and after 40 years I’m still learning. I’ve definitely learnt more from my mistakes than I have my successes.’ Don’t beat yourself up when things go wrong. Failure isn’t final unless you let it finish you, it’s just a step along the journey to achievement.

In life some people will doubt your abilities – they may try to put you down or make you feel inferior but, like my Dad, choose to defy those negative voices. Know that you have unique gifts and talents.

So, I’ll leave it there for now – that’s a whole lot to be getting on with!

But let me recap: Do you want to aim high?

Then be careful who you listen to,
focus,
listen,
learn,
practise,
be motivated,
be humble,
…and remember, failure isn’t final.

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40acts of generosity.

Over 70,000 of us joined in with the 40acts challenge:
Instead of giving something up for Lent,
give something out to those around you.
Here’s what Hannah, Lydia, Sarah, Rachael, Nat, Grace, Beth and I got up to…

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March is for…

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On Monday I had 637 words (I used word count) constantly running through my head.

I was filming a new rhyme up in Manchester and my mind was not only racing with words, but also with worries; would I remember the script in the right order? Would filming run smoothly? Would the weather be ok? Would I get to the shoot on time?

As I drove through Manchester to get to a meeting about the film I came to a stop at some traffic lights. I was sat waiting, and worrying that I’d be late for the meeting, when out of the corner of my eye I noticed a clock on the side of a beautiful old church.

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I read the letters around the clock as ‘NGTIMEISFLYI’ and I was like… ‘huh? What does that mean?’

And then I suddenly realised it actually said ‘TIME IS FLYING’.

In that moment I stopped reciting the 637 words of my script but instead thought of just these three.

The reason is this: I’m a bit of a worrier, ok so my family would probably say I’m more than a bit of a worrier. I worried all through school; I worried about my exams, about whether I would get into college and then I was worried about what I would do after college. I thought by now it would have changed, it hasn’t – the last time I spoke on stage I got myself so worried that I ended up being very sick afterwards. Not cool. Looking back I totally missed the fun of that event because I was so focused on my fear.

When I look through my diary and see some of the things I have to do this year I shudder with nerves and worry. There have been so many days that I’ve just wanted to hide away because I’ve been worried about facing the camera or the stage or the people.

But I owe a huge thank you to the person who chose to put those letters around that clock face, because they’ve been a bit of a wake up call.

Time is flying and by being constantly worried about what’s next I’m missing the enjoyment of the now.

I’ve spent far too much of my time being worried and doubting my abilities, and things have to change. Funnily enough, as I typed this blog I accidentally wrote warrior instead of worrier. So I’ve decided I want to be a warrior rather than a worrier – I want to be brave and conquer this constant need to worry. It’s not healthy and it certainly doesn’t make me happy. I want to face my fears one day at a time rather than looking ahead worried about what may or may not happen.

Are you a worrier? If so, I want to challenge you to become like a warrior, practise being brave and try to conquer your worries.

Don’t waste your time any longer worrying about what may or may not happen tomorrow but instead make the most of your time by enjoying the moment of today.

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40 days of living generously

Logo-2-white-on-redIt gets to this time each year when I think…

‘Ooh Lent begins today! Should I give something up?’ My mind races with different options – ‘Coffee? Facebook? Chocolate? No I did that last year. Clothes shopping?’

Then usually I come to this conclusion:

‘I don’t really understand why giving up chocolate or Facebook would be of any help to me or anyone else.’

So usually, I don’t.

But this year, well, this one’s different. My friends and I have given it some thought and we’ve decided to jump on the amazing bandwagon that is 40acts.

If you haven’t heard of 40acts, the campaign challenges people to do Lent differently. So, instead of just giving something up, participants are encouraged to give something out to those around them. Sounds great right?

Each day we’ll be challenged with a simple act like saying thank you, talking to strangers, sharing a skill, forgiving people and sending anonymous gifts.

We absolutely love the fact that the campaign hopes to make living generously a daily habit.

So, we’re going to rise to the challenge that we’re given each day by 40acts and let you know what we’ve been up to!

We’d love you to join us and do Lent differently, if you’re up for it, you can sign up here:

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I’m excited that today is day 1 and it’s called ‘Starting line’. I’ll let you know later how I’ve got on with the first challenge – let’s do this!

Love Meg xx

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‘The most powerful thing you own is your voice.’

I got an email from Yasmin in Manchester that said this:

‘I know a song that is great for boosting confidence about the way you look, it’s called ‘Perfect’ by Emma Blackery, and I thought it might help.’

So here you are girls, this is from Yasmin. 
(Thanks for getting in touch!)

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February is for…

Young woman by the water's edgeAt the beginning of Year 7 our year group was told there would be a school trip to Norway at the end of Year 8. I can’t tell you how excited me and my best friend Chloe* were! We signed up, paid our deposit and over the course of the next 18 months we excitedly talked about mountains, snow, abseiling, canoeing and building fires. We were the only girls going on the trip so we decided we’d have to really stick together and look after one another while we were out there.

One night with just six weeks to go before we flew off to this unexplored land, my mum walked into my room. She sat on my bed with me and said ‘Meg, I’m so sorry, I’ve just had a phone call from Chloe’s mum… She doesn’t want to go to Norway anymore.’ I remember throwing my face into my pillow and, that night, I sobbed my heart out for a very, very long time.

How could she DO this? WHY would she do this? I was cross, so upset and felt let down by my best friend.

The next day at school was painful. Although I didn’t want to talk to Chloe, deep down I was hoping she’d come up to me and apologise or give me an explanation as to why she’d suddenly pulled out. But Chloe never approached me that day. We sat apart in tutor for the first time since the start of Year 7 and I had lunch on my own in the canteen. I felt confused and let down.

Over the next few weeks I found someone else to go on the Norway trip with me, but it felt strange going without Chloe. I missed her when I was abseiling and I missed her when I was canoeing.

When Chloe passed me in the corridor with her new best friend I felt so much sadness and jealousy. I desperately missed Chloe at school, I felt absolutely lost without her. We never regained that friendship we once had. Why? Because neither of us would clear the air.

When Chloe pulled out of the trip and ignored me at school it was like she wounded me, but every time I replayed it over and over in my mind I was picking at that wound. I wasn’t letting myself heal, I was only hurting myself.

Practicing the art of forgiveness
Throughout our lives we’re wounded by people. Some may be deep wounds, others may be scratches.

Someone once told me this: ‘When we don’t forgive, it’s like we’re locked away in a prison, but the key is on the inside. You can choose to release yourself and be free by forgiving.’

Forgiveness is not saying ‘I agree with what you’ve done’ and it’s not pretending we’re not hurt. It’s letting the bitterness go and about saying ‘I choose to stop picking at this wound you’ve given me, because I want to heal.’

If you tripped and cut your knee it would be important to clean your wound and remove any dirt to prevent infection. Forgiveness is like a cleansing, wiping away the dirt and preparing ourselves to heal.

Please don’t think that I’m suggesting forgiveness is easy. I find it really hard. When I remember things people have done that have hurt me, I’m suddenly churned up with old angry thoughts and frustrations. In that immediate moment I have to choose to let it go and ask God for His peace, otherwise I waste my day being caught up in frustration.

The challenge is, because we can’t forget, we must daily practise the art of forgiveness, which means that forgiveness is a lifestyle. We’re often taught the opposite:

  • ‘Distance yourself from them.’
  • ‘Give them the cold shoulder.’
  • ‘Tell everyone what they did.’
  • ‘Teach them a lesson.’

When someone does something wrong, don’t forget all of the things that they’ve done right. Whether we realise it or not, we all wound each other, we say and do things that hurt.

I don’t know whether you feel hurt at the moment. You might feel like you have a deep wound or maybe you have a fresh scratch. Choose to stop picking at that wound of yours, replaying over and over what’s hurt you. Choose to forgive and let yourself begin to heal.

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Wooohooo!! koko is 1 today!

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koko is nearly 1!

thistimelastyearThis time last year I had two weeks until the launch of koko & was busy writing, filming and creating final pieces!

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January is for…

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Happy new year! Wooohoo! I hope you had a lovely Christmas are excited about the year ahead.

If you follow koko on Twitter you might have seen that I broke down recently on the motorway on my way home from Manchester.

I was just driving along, and then all of a sudden my car started beeping really loudly and the engine quickly began to overheat. I had to pull over on the hard shoulder in the dark with all these enormous lorries racing past.

Oh. My. Gosh girls. I sobbed so hard down the phone to the breakdown people.

When they turned up to save me, they said my fan belt had come off and flown down the M1… argh!

Needless to say, I was pretty upset and frustrated that I was stuck two and a half hours away from home. But the lovely breakdown people eventually took me to an airport where I was given a hire car and finally began my journey home to Essex. As I drove, feeling desperately tired and worried about how much my poorly car was going to cost to fix, a song came on the radio that went something like this…

‘Nothing but clouds, it’s dark in my heart, it feels like a cold night. I almost gave up but I smile, even though it hurts, I smile.’

I was hanging on every word of the song, it made so much sense to me in that moment. It had been such a long night, standing in the dark and the freezing cold and I just felt miserable. But to be honest, I was so frustrated with this stupid journey that I didn’t WANT to smile, I didn’t WANT it to cheer me up, I sort of wanted to wallow in my frustration. I felt like I had a very good reason to be annoyed, this four hour journey had turned into a nine hour one! But this song was so amazingly infectious and positive that before long I chose to give in to the music and found myself sitting at the wheel smiling from ear to ear.

I chose to smile even though deep down I was tired and emotional and, you know what, it made me feel so much happier.

Journeying in 2015
We’ve talked about journeying before in June, but seeing as it’s the first day of the year, I thought we should have a little recap. We don’t know what this year ahead holds, but there will be good days and there no doubt will be hard days. What I really want to encourage you to do is make a choice; choose to smile when days are tough, frustrating or upsetting. By that I don’t mean being fake and hiding how you’re really feeling behind a smile, it’s always good to be honest with those around you and share what you’re going through.

It’s about making a choice to have a positive attitude and look for the good in all things rather than keeping yourself held in that negative and miserable mindset. Smiling when days are hard is no easy task, I find it difficult but with practise and perseverance, bit by bit it can become natural to look for the best in every situation.

Each of our journeys are different but in 2015 let’s journey alongside each other, helping each other to keep going when days are difficult. Perhaps there’s a particular friend or family member you know who is struggling – can you make a decision to be their support and cheerleader this year?

I want you to know that you can be that person who chooses to focus on the positives and helps others to do the same.

     meg

P.s Here’s the song I heard on the radio, it’s called I smile by a guy called Kirk Franklin, enjoy!

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Consider.

Take a moment to stop this Christmas, and consider.

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Wintery walks on the beach.

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17 years old and changing the world.


Woohoo! Go Malala! She’s become the youngest ever recipient of the Nobel Peace Prize today.
In her acceptance speech she said:

I chose to speak up, I am Malala… I am those 66 million girls who are deprived of education, and today I’m not raising my voice, it is the voice of those 66 million girls.

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‘The story of Catherine’s advice…’

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‘How would I cope with crying all the time’

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December is for…

DILIGENTfinWell, we’ve had a whole year of these blogs; 2014 has gone so fast! I don’t know whether this year has been a really good one for you or whether it’s been a tough one. But let’s remind ourselves of some of the things we’ve been learning about. (Have a read if you missed any throughout the year.)

jfmRead:  January  February  March

amjRead:  April May June

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Read: July August SeptemberondRead: October November December

I’ve thrown a lot of challenges at you this year, and I’ve got one final challenge for you in December… here goes, are you ready?

Be diligent.

There. That’s it! Ok, so you might be wondering what the heck ‘diligent’ means, let’s take a look.

Diligent is one of my favourite words, the reason why I love it is because of its definition: ‘Careful and persistent work or effort.’

How can we be diligent?
The vast majority of questions I receive on koko are about friendships. It can be so hard making friends and sometimes it can be even harder keeping them.

So, what does being diligent look like in our friendships?

I think it looks like being careful in what we say, it means paying attention to our friends’ needs and feelings. Being diligent looks like continuing to work hard at mending a friendship when actually you might want to give up on someone. Being diligent is making an effort to ensure your friends are feeling supported and encouraged. It’s asking things like ‘How are you?’ or ‘Can I help?’ and sometimes being diligent is bravely saying ‘I’m sorry.’

Being diligent in a friendship is listening. Take time to really hear what your friends are saying. Diligence is seeing the best in your friends – we all have good points and bad points. It’s very easy to see the things in people we don’t like, but being diligent is making an effort to look for the best.

Maybe that really does sound like a challenge? But, you know, being diligent is a decision, one that I’d encourage you to start today. Be aware of the people around you, especially the ones that perhaps need a little bit more support and kindness.

Diligence is carefully persevering, step by step, working hard to be best you can be.

In December can you work hard to be careful in the way you speak to your parents?

Can you work harder in your efforts at school or college right up until the end of term?

Are there friendships that you need to carefully mend by saying sorry?

Can you make a real effort to treat your brother or sister kindly?

As you say goodbye to 2014 and move into a new year I want to set you one final challenge – be full of care, and persistent in your efforts and work.

Will you join me?

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Today I’ve mostly been listening to…


Hillsong : ‘Alive’

I was lost with a broken heart
You picked me up, now I’m set apart
From the ash I am born again
Forever safe in the Saviour’s hands
You are more than my words could say
I’ll follow You Lord for all my days
I’ll fix my eyes, follow in Your ways
Forever free in unending grace’Cause You are, You are, You are my freedom
We lift You higher, lift You higher
Your love, Your love, Your love never ending
Oh oh ohYou are alive in us
Nothing can take Your place
You are all we need
Your love has set us free

In the midst of the darkest night
Let Your love be the shining light
Breaking chains that were holding me
You sent Your Son down and set me free
Everything of this world will fade
I’m pressing on till I see Your face
I will live that Your will be done
I won’t stop till Your Kingdom come

‘Cause You are, You are, You are my freedom
We lift You higher, lift You higher
Your love, Your love, Your love never ending
Oh oh oh

You are alive in us
Nothing can take Your place
You are all we need
Your love has set us free

You are, You are, You are my freedom
We lift You higher
You are, You are, You are my freedom
We lift You higher, lift You higher
Your love, Your love, Your love never ending
Oh oh oh

You are alive in us
Nothing can take Your place
You are all we need
Your love has set us free

You are alive in us
Nothing can take Your place
You are all we need
Your love has set us free

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Be authentic

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#antibullyingweek

*Note: because this video is interactive, it is best viewed on a desktop or laptop computer*

Check out this amazing interactive anti-bullying video created entirely by volunteers. Throughout this video you will be asked to make a decision from the point of view of the bully, the victim or the friends. These choices will alter the story as you go.

For more information and advice about bullying please visit BullyingUK or Childline

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‘Come and find me.’

I represent a teenage girl. My question is do you know what I’m facing?


-A few of you have been asking about the monologue I performed at YWS14 so I thought I’d post it here.
I hope it challenges and inspires you x

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mentalhealth4I’ve been at university for about six weeks now and it’s already feeling like a second home. My course is great and my flatmates are lovely. It’s funny how quickly you can become close friends with somebody when you live with them.

We talk about everything – from the Scottish independence vote to how many pairs of socks we brought with us (not enough!); from what we bought at Aldi this week to if there really is a god; from who’s caught our eye in our lectures to what songs we used to sing in primary school… anything goes.

Apart from one thing.

Mental health. And it’s not just at uni that this is a problem. I’ve noticed it everywhere. At school, at church, with my friends, and with my family. Why is it that mental health has become such a taboo?

‘I think I’m coming down with a cold’ or ‘I’ve got such a headache’ – we don’t seem to have a problem with talking about our physical health. But when it comes to the wellbeing of our minds we decide to keep our mouths shut and deal with it alone. We open a new tab online and Google ‘I’m feeling really down’ and try to make sense of it through cyber doctors and medical forums. Then someone knocks on our bedroom door and we quickly exit the window, making a mental note to delete our internet history later – as if it’s something to be ashamed of.

Someone very close to me back home is going through a difficult time and has just been prescribed anti-depressants. As I sit here in my uni room, 100 miles away from my home town, I feel helpless. I’m worried about them and I wish I could keep them here with me, to look out for and to love. But I’m here, and they’re there.

I felt I couldn’t tell my flatmates about my concern. People don’t talk about that kind of thing. I thought they’d think I was paranoid or overprotective and wouldn’t understand.

But one day I mustered up the courage to express what I’m feeling – that I’m worried about someone back home. And they didn’t mock, they didn’t laugh, or tell me to get over it. They understood – because they’re going through the same thing.

Each one of us sat at that table had a mum, friend, brother or boyfriend back home who had a mental health issue. Naturally, we were all worried about them, but we’d kept it to ourselves.

This is half the problem, we’re too scared to talk about these issues so they never get dealt with. They’re left to build up until we feel we might explode with emotions, words and tears. Maybe if we weren’t so reluctant to talk about it, people could be more open about how they’re feeling. They can be supported sooner, and receive help if they need it.

So if you’re worried about your own mental health, or that of someone close to you, don’t be afraid to talk about it. Find a friend, someone you trust, a mentor, a family member and talk. The likelihood is that they’ll have gone through something similar.

Maybe we can also be more careful with the way we use our words. We throw around phrases like ‘Kill me now’ and ‘FML’ as if they mean nothing when really we’re underestimating the precious value of our lives. We don’t know what those around us have been through and these words might spark painful memories.

Let’s show a little more respect and a lot more understanding – and let’s talk about mental health.

GRACECLAYBy Grace Claydon.

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T.H.I.N.K

I sat at my computer the other day with Twitter open in front of me. My fingers were poised over the keys and stayed that way for some time.

I couldn’t think of what to say.

And then I realised that actually I didn’t have to say anything!

Do you ever try to think of something interesting to put on Twitter or Facebook? Sometimes I sit there and just can’t think of anything exciting, clever, funny or interesting to say. In my head I’m thinking, I wish I could be like @someone who is hilarious or I wish my tweets were as interesting as @someoneelse. I often look at other peoples tweets and think ‘I wish I’d thought of that!’

Sometimes being on Twitter and Facebook can feel like one big giant competition. I feel like so often they’re just one big platform for people to boast from; boasting about things that they’ve bought or places they’ve been.

I didn’t really realise I was doing it until I looked back at my tweets from previous years – tweeting about how I was in a recording studio or how I was on tour in the states or cuddling baby lions in South Africa. When I met Dougie from Mcfly at a party, I put it on Twitter because, in all honesty, I wanted people to be impressed.

I know at the time I was putting these things on Facebook because I wanted people to think ‘wow’. I wanted people to notice me and be interested in what I was doing. I put these things online for one reason – to feel important.

So often something will happen now like ‘I booked my holiday’ and I’ll feel drawn to Facebook to tell everyone. I have to stop myself from doing it. It’s boasting and it’s not a good look.

But why? Why do I feel a need to tell everyone what is going on? Because with each person that likes our status, or retweets our tweet we feel built up… almost like we’re worth something, like someone is taking notice. We’ve got caught up in a culture where we flash what we have. I was pretty shocked the other day when I bought some wellies on Amazon and there was an option to share my purchase on Facebook!

Slowly I’ve got into the habit of checking what I’m uploading. I love this acrostic:

T: Is it true?
H: Is it helpful?
I: Does it inspire others?
N: Is it necessary?
K: Is it kind?

Just be careful with what you put online and think before you tweet.

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November is for…

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It’s such a beautiful day today that I’ve wandered down to my local park. The sun’s beaming down on me and the birds are singing away. I’m quite tempted to do some sort of Disney-esque dance and song through the park, but I’m resisting the urge… just.

I’ve just noticed a little girl with her mum two benches away from  me.  She’s been running around the edge of the park all the way to her mum and when she reaches her, all huffing and puffing, her mum says ‘WELL DONE! That was only 11 seconds!’

She gets up, does a cute little shake to brush the leaves off her dress and starts running again. She absolutely loves it, you can tell. She’s giggling as she runs all the way back, until she falls into her mum’s arms and is swallowed up by a big cuddle. ‘Nine seconds!’ laughs her mum. ‘Well done, you’re getting better! You’re so good at running!’

What I’ve realised is that the more this little girl gets encouragement, the more she wants to run, faster and faster. It’s made me wonder, how many of us girls are encouraged to try harder and go further?

Many of us won’t have had encouragement from our family with cuddles and ‘well dones’.

Many of us doubt our abilities and just don’t feel good enough.

But this beautiful little girl has reminded me that we all have a race to run. A race that’s different to everyone else’s, where we can always try our best to get better. Better in our friendships. Trying to be a better sister, daughter, student…

It’s pretty true that life does sometimes feel like a marathon, with more than a few hurdles in there to challenge us. But run the race marked out for you. Don’t try to run anyone else’s race.

Keep on keeping on.

And if, like that little girl, you take a tumble and trip up, remember the words of that mum:

‘It’s ok, don’t give up, just try again!’

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We cannot be defined.

‘Be brave, be yourself and sing your song.’

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Feeding the ducks

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Jam Thank you Gemma for sharing this photo with us! It’s a great reminder for us all.

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We cannot be defined.

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The Girl Declaration.

Today is International Day of the Girl, a day to celebrate and champion the value of girls across the world.
There’s lots of people tweeting about today, take a look and get informed: #dayofthegirl

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Sunsets

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I see you.

A poem for National Poetry day 2014.

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October is for…

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This month I want you all to eat omelettes.

…ok, I’m just kidding.

So my family has eight lovely chickens:

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They’re pretty cool and give us lots of eggs each day. Ever since we got the chickens I’ve thought I’d like to cook with the lovely fresh eggs, but I’m always reminded of watching my mum making omelettes when I was little. I remember seeing her moving the egg around the pan and it all looked very tricky. I think it was then that I decided making omelettes would be one dish I’d definitely avoid in the future.

But the other day I looked at this enormous pile of eggs mounting up and thought… ‘It’s time… to face… the omlettte.’

So asking my friends and family for their expertise, tips and techniques I embarked on a mission to make my first ever omelette, something which I once imagined impossible.

And, ladies and gentlemen, I can now provide you with photographic evidence of the final product!

IMG_4162 copyI did it! I made an omelette with cheese and chorizo! And it tasted ah-may-zing. Thank you chickens.

Ok, why am I telling you this? (Good question).

Well because ever since starting koko in January I’ve had nine months of trying lots of new things, making omelettes being just one of them! Some have been fun, some have been ridiculously nerve-wracking, all have been challenging.

I’ve been learning to blog and make vlogs, I’ve been learning the ukulele, I’ve been writing rhymes for magazines, learning about working with charities, and my biggest challenge has been standing on stages and learning to present to lots of people (scary).

It’s been a crazy nine months… some things have gone well, other things I’ve failed at – but that’s to be expected when you’re trying new things. I feel like I’ve learnt a lot but, more than that, I feel like I’ve conquered a few fears too.

So, my challenge to you is to try something new in October. It might be as simple as making your first omelette, but there might be something deep down that you’ve always wanted to try or learn or do. What I really wanted to say is go for it. Why don’t you start today? Practise, practise, practise and have fun.

I’d really love to know if you’re going to start, or learn, something new – if you are get in touch!

meg

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imageThis is my amazing friend Mary who today shaved her head for Breast Cancer Care and Brain Research UK. #sobrave #sobeautiful

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koko’s article for Christian Aid magazine:

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You can read the whole magazine for free here, yay!

 

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It’s raining, it’s pouring…

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I’m sitting in my car called ‘Poddington’, down on the seafront. It’s a REALLY chilly, dull, grey day.

The rain has just started to patter onto my window, I was going to get out and go for a walk but I’m seriously worried that I’ll get blown away – the wind is insane!

I’ve decided to stay in my warm car with my yummy coffee and do some serious multi-tasking – people watch (one of my favourite past times) and write to you! (Also one of my most favourite past times.)

I’m watching the sea wall, the tide is so high that it keeps crashing over the top and absolutely soaking unsuspecting passersby. The shock on their faces as they get drenched by freezing seawater is making me half giggle/half feel like I should go and buy some towels for them all.

There’s a girl getting dragged along by her huge dog (which looks more like a small horse), her arm looks like it’s about to be pulled right out of it’s socket – it can’t be good for her.

The rain is getting heavier and starting to hammer down, I’ve just seen a very cute old couple battling through the wind and pouring rain together. They’re holding hands and cuddling under an umbrella – aww. They’re laughing to each other as they try to avoid the swimming pool-sized puddles. They look like they’re having so much fun.

I can see a little wooden boat with a red sail being thrown about, waves crashing over it. It’s dipping and rolling, almost going under the waves completely.

I’ve had to put my windscreen wipers on so I can see out of my window. It’s like a storm out there. All these things I can see from my car window remind me of life.

I don’t know where you’d say you are… are you warm and dry? Quite comfortable, like me in the car? Are you like that girl, being dragged along by people and perhaps doing things that aren’t good for you.

Maybe you feel like that little wooden boat, being battered, thrown around, unsure of which way is up.

Do you feel like one of those unsuspecting people, you’ve suddenly been drenched – out of the blue something has happened that you weren’t expecting.

Although I’m warm and dry in my car, quite comfortable, I know who I would like to be. I’d like to be that old couple. They are prepared, with their rain coats and umbrellas, they’re helping each other along, laughing as they go.

It makes me think about the fact that life is about getting out there, not just staying in the warm where you’re comfortable. Take risks, be prepared, be brave. When it feels like life is a bit stormy be like that lovely old couple – hold onto God and the ones that you love, and together you can try to avoid life’s puddles.

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The Girl Effect

‘When you empower a girl or a woman, she becomes a catalyst for positive change whose success benefits everyone around her’  – Care.org

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The story of the coffee machine…

The story of the coffee machine…

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September is for…

septMy friends will all tell you the one phrase that leaves my lips more than any other is…

‘Where’s my phone?’

Constantly. Every day. Without fail. It’s become a bit of a joke. But ohhh no, it’s not a joke to me! The panic, the worry that rushes through my head – thoughts of some stranger with my precious phone, running up expensive phone calls. And then, after those few horrendous moments… I find it.

And. Breathe.

But my worry is justified, I left my phone down the side of a Starbucks armchair once and some lovely lady took it home with her to keep it safe. I had to go and pick it up from her house, what a kind person.

Anyway, the other day it happened, I couldn’t find it. I was at home so I thought it couldn’t have gone far. So this was a very mild panic. I searched all the usual places – my pockets, the deep dark depths of my bag which is so big that sometime I feel like I could lose myself in there. Down the side of the sofa, every nook and cranny of the house. Nowhere.

Mild panic started to increase to full blown phone loss. Worst case scenarios set in, imagining someone on my Facebook or Twitter, stealing my photos, my details…

Then my mum piped up ‘Could it be outside?’

I replied in a tone that suggests she was being a complete idiot, ‘Outside?? Er… No mum, don’t be ridiculous’. I walked off in a huff and continued looking for my dearly beloved communication device. I searched every place possible. The panic now unbearable. Breathing was becoming erratic. Arms were flying around in a sort of ‘I don’t know what to do’ fashion, and I was huffing. (Ok, I admit, at times I’m a little dramatic).

And then she said it again. ‘Meg, do you think it could be outside?’

I paused… and thought ‘Well I HAD walked up the road four hours ago, my phone WAS in my pocket then, but surely not…’ Without really realising what I was doing, I ran. Out the door and up the road. It was dark and rainy, I kept running, searching every inch of  pavement.

And then, I saw it, lying helplessly on a grassy bank. I knelt down and lovingly cradled it in my arms, wiping off the rain and the mud, or at least I hope it was mud.

I turned around and there was my mum, getting absolutely soaked, looking everywhere too.

I shouted ‘Got it!’… and we walked home in silence. I found it because of her.

Something in me wanted to say ‘I’m sorry’, but I just couldn’t say it. Saying it would have admitted that I was wrong. So I muttered ‘Well done’ – what a cop out.

I got into the warm and felt awful, she’d been trying to help, even out in the rain and I’d treated her like an idiot. I knew deep down that I had to say sorry. When I said goodnight to her I pushed all my pride aside and apologised. It was hard, really hard, but I knew it was the right thing to do.

In fact, I think we all know deep down when we need to apologise – when we’ve hurt someone or said something we know we shouldn’t.

So, don’t let the moment pass if you need to say ‘I’m sorry’ – just say it and mean it, you know you should. They’re just two words, okay they might be two hard words, but they do the world of good.

 

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Being in the garden

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Holiday with the fam!
What a welcome rest!
See you soon girls,
I think you’re the best!
M xxxx

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Can and Will


Told she was too young to succeed, Ellie Simmonds’ drive has proven her doubters wrong.

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August is for…

augisforThe other day I was out for dinner with about 30 people I’d only just met when we started talking about musicals. I was split seconds from saying that my ultimate all-time favourite musical is The Lion King when the lady opposite me piped up with ‘My worst musical is The Lion King, I hate it.’

There was this moment.

A sort of slow motion conversation with myself that ran through my self-conscious brain. It went something like this…

 ‘Well you can’t say that you love The Lion King now can you!
…hang on, why can’t I?
Well because she’ll think you’re weird.
BUT THE LION KING IS AMAZING!
Yeah, but it’ll be awkward if you say anything, you’ve just met her, don’t cause a scene.
Wait. My opinion is just as valid as hers. I shouldn’t be quiet just to fit in.
Say it Meg!

And then two words settled in my mind that blew this whole conversation with myself away.

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And so I said it.

‘Oh really? I LOVE The Lion King, I think the whole production, the music, everything is just amazing.’
(Inside I was cheering myself, Woo! Go Meg! You said it!).

I’ve looked up the word ‘authentic’ and here’s what it means:

au·then·tic adjective
1. Definition: not false or copied; genuine; real.

Well I certainly know I’ve tried to copy people before (remember that blog about me copying my friend Sarah?) and I’ve mentioned before that I often worry what other people think of me. You know, whether I’m too loud or too dramatic, or not clever enough or whether what I’m saying is of any interest to anyone else.

I think I find it hard to be authentic; to be genuine and real because I worry that if I am, people won’t like it. I’m definitely getting there though, I’m trying hard to simply be me in all circumstances and situations.

I don’t know whether you’re the sort of person who doubts yourself, compares yourself or puts yourself down? Well here’s a challenge for you…

This month, try to be authentic. Be genuine and real.

What does being authentic look like? Well if it means being entirely, completely 100% you, then here’s a few ideas…

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out the planeSo during July we’ve started to look at the subject of justice.

What we’ve heard:

  • There are nearly 30million people are held as modern-day slaves.
  • 1 in 5 women will be a victim of rape or attempted rape in her lifetime.
  • There are nearly 2 million children are being exploited in the commercial sex trade.

We’ve had a few guest blogs that have touched on ethical fashion and deciding to support those in need but the subject of justice is huge and we’ve barely scratched the surface. The more I find out about what’s happening in my community and around the world, the more I’m stirred, saddened but certain that there’s more we can do together.

So here’s a question for you…

What issues in your community are you passionate about?

Well, The Girls’ Brigade England and Wales would love to hear from you. They’ve created the ‘be the change’ survey which invites you to raise your voice and speak out about the things that you’re passionate about.

You can take the short survey here AND you could even be the winner of a brand new ipod – woop woop!

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By Claire Rush

It’s summer – the season of sunshine, holidays, ice cream and lazy days with friends.

Hurrah!

It’s also a great opportunity to refresh our wardrobes for all those picnics, parties and date nights. Any excuse for a shopping spree, eh?

I’m writing this on the plane as I head off on holiday. For me, a holiday is a great excuse to have a good old shop. You too? So last week, I hit Primark and some other high street shops…

Maxi dress for £10? Sure!

Floral top for £5? Yes please!

Funky necklace for £1? Why not!

I love coming home from town with new outfits and full bags – it gives me a post-shopping Cloud 9 feeling.

Well, I was quickly brought down to earth… by a hand-stitched label on a Primark floral dress.

‘Forced to work exhausting hours’, the label read.

Ok, it wasn’t on my dress but it was hand-stitched onto a dress that was purchased by 25 year old Rebecca Gallagher last week. You can read more about it here.

Nevertheless, this is actually a message for us all.

Someone in another part of the world carefully stitched this message hoping that we’d read it… and do something to help.

Being forced to work long hours isn’t fair. Being forced to accept very little money for that work is also not fair. It’s an injustice.

Unfortunately these working conditions are daily life for many people around the world in far-away places like India and Bangladesh. They’re forced to accept poor pay because they don’t have a choice. If they don’t accept these conditions, they don’t eat, they can’t afford a home or to pay for medicine for their family. Not much of a choice is it?

It’s a bit hard to swallow; the price other people pay for our fashion choices. How much did someone actually earn for the bright and colourful maxi dress that I paid a bargain £10 for? If you do the maths, probably not very much.

A long time ago, a very wise man called William Wilberforce said ‘You may choose to look the other way but you can never say again that you did not know.’ You and I know now the cost of some of our fashion choices; we’re not the real fashion victims.

One of my friends Charlotte is really passionate about ethical clothing. She says ‘Nobody should suffer to make my wardrobe. If people in the UK were forced to work in sweatshops for little or no pay for long hours and no bathroom breaks we’d be in uproar. So why should it be ok for that to happen in Vietnam, Cambodia or India, just because we can’t see those people?’

I asked Charlotte what can we do about it and here are some of her simple suggestions:

  1. Make a decision to care – we need to decide whether we actually truly care that people are hurt in the clothing industry. The reality is that most people don’t, as long as they get nice clothes for cheap prices they’re prepared to overlook everything else. The most important thing is that we’re willing to choose people over fashion
  2. Be informed – read the news, Google your favourite brand and look at the labels on your clothes to see where they’re made. You can check how well high street shops treat their workers and where your clothes are made on the Ethical Consumer website – http://www.ethicalconsumer.org/buyersguides/clothing/clothesshops.aspx
  3. Use your voice – join the #MakeFashionFree campaign at www.stopthetraffik.org/campaign/fashion. By using our collective voice we can push for change in the way our clothes are produced. Not everybody is called to be a full-time activist but this campaign allows us to do our bit in our own little corner of the world simply by tweeting the question on social media to our favourite shops: where do my clothes comes from?

Charlotte added a really good point… ‘This should be a positive campaign. It isn’t about boycotting Primark and Topshop. It’s about telling them we really want to shop with you and support our economy, but we want to know that we’re shopping wisely and you’re treating employees in a fair way.’

I don’t want anyone to be a victim of my fashion choices. I’m going to stop and think before I buy items. I’m going to research where my clothes are made. I’m going to show others that I care.

The question is, do you value people over fashion?

Let’s work together to stop people being fashion victims.
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I’m dropping shopping!

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In the final few weeks of my first year at uni I found myself praying a prayer which made me laugh out loud – ‘Lord Jesus, thank you for my overdraft.’ Dealing with the woes of rent, bills and buying my own food had taught me a hard lesson; I’m not the best manager of my own money. I also came to realise that I am, in fact, a great indulger in retail therapy. The combination of both of these had, unfortunately, left me with a wardrobe overflowing and a bank account… rather the opposite.

After having a conversation with a friend of mine I started to think about where my clothes were coming from. You hear so many stories about sweatshops; forced labour; slavery; but it’s so easy to ignore them or brush them off when you’re walking through a store filled with beautiful material, because it doesn’t seem real. But, having this past year as an eye opener to my own vices, I decided to challenge myself. I couldn’t shake the thought that, being a person so passionate about justice in my mind and in my heart, I needed to become passionate about it through my actions. Otherwise… what’s the point?

Sponsoring a child is something that I’ve always loved the idea of, but then said to myself ‘I don’t think I have enough money for that…’ or ‘I’m not sure I could keep that up…’. From September I’ve decided to stop making excuses. I’m going to give up clothes shopping for one year, and instead sponsor a child. This way I’m doing my little bit to aid the fight for justice and hopefully save a lot of money at the same time. It’s going to be challenging – I love clothes, I love shopping – but I can’t wait to see the results, not only in me, but in the child that I’m investing in!

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Colbie Caillat – Try


‘You don’t have to try so hard.
You don’t have to give it all away.
You don’t have to change a single thing.’

Thank you Colbie Caillat.

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The story of the spilt milk…

A story about tears and taking deep breaths.

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‘I really wish I could just build my confidence up.’

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I found this card on my desk the other day…

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I picked it up and just held it for a while, staring at the two words before me ‘seek justice’. What did that mean? ‘Justice’ seems like such a massive word. So I looked them up in the dictionary and this is what it said…

Seek: An attempt to find, obtain or achieve, or  a desire.

Justice: The quality of being fair and reasonable. Just behaviour or treatment.

So it’s an attempt or desire to obtain and achieve fair and reasonable treatment.

Wow, what a challenge. Well if that’s what it means, why should I, and how do I, ‘seek’ it?

That card was given to me by International Justice Mission so I contacted them and asked them my whys and hows. This is what they told me:

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This is Manna’s story from India…
When 14-year-old Manna ran away from her abusive home, she met a woman who offered her a job selling fabric. She accepted the position, and the woman provided her a place to sleep for the night. When Manna awoke in the morning, the woman was gone, and Manna discovered that she was in a brothel. For the next two years, she was held in the brothel and raped by customers for the profit of the brothel owners.

This is the world that we live in. Suddenly this warm, comfortable coffee shop I’m writing in is feeling quite uncomfortable and the coffee that cost me £2.45 is leaving a bit of a nasty taste in my mouth. I live in a safe place surrounded by people who love and care for me and, the truth is, I never give these people a thought, I feel really ashamed. If koko is a place to explore life together then it can’t just be you and I exploring our own lives. We need to have our eyes open, aware of what’s going on in the world and standing up to be part of the change. Why? Because, quite simply, life isn’t about only focusing on ourselves.

Ok, if that’s some of the injustice going on in the world, then how do we seek justice (remember that’s an attempt or a desire to achieve fair treatment).

HOW CAN I BE PART OF THE CHANGE?

To be honest, deep down my question is ‘‘Can I really make a difference?’

Mother Teresa said this: ‘I alone cannot change the world, but I can cast a stone across the waters to create many ripples.’

Woohoo! Go Mother Teresa! I love this. So I’ve chatted with Claire Rush (Remember her? She wrote ‘Because I am a girl…’ ) about injustice and she said this…

“Sometimes when I pause for a moment and look around me, I feel overwhelmed and paralysed – a bit like a rabbit in headlights. Injustice is all around us – on TV, on the web and in the newspapers. In fact, when I leave my house – injustices in my community like homelessness, poverty and bullying slap me around my face.

What can you and I really do?

A lot actually.

You and I are influencers. You influence people… and you probably don’t even know it. Do you have friends, family and followers on social media? This is your sphere of influence. You can choose to influence them in a positive (or a negative) way. Let’s go with positive – let’s be the change we want to see in the world.

Small changes that we make to our everyday life can have a massive impact on the world around us.

What small change are you going to make this week to make the world a fairer place?

–  Appreciate food – I love opening up my cupboard and munching on goodies whenever I want but millions of people inside and outside the UK aren’t blessed like me. People are struggling to feed themselves and their families. This isn’t fair. This week, why don’t you make sure that you eat everything off your plate? Maybe you could take the Live below the Line challenge and live on £1 a day – www.livebelowtheline.com.

Appreciate water – 90 million people on earth don’t have access to clean water. Many people have to walk for miles everyday in dangerous places just to get water to clean themselves. Let’s try and not waste water by leaving the tap running when you’re cleaning your teeth or boiling more water than you need for a cup of tea. Maybe you could spend a week walking to and from a supermarket a mile away and buying your water to experience what it’s like for many people around the world.

Love one another – one of the simplest things we can do is be nice to one another. Do we talk well of each other? Do we use social media to encourage each other? Do we look after the vulnerable people around us? Do we exclude people from our gatherings because they look different or talk differently?

So, what small change are you going to make to your life this week to make the world a fairer place? Remember, you’re an influencer.”

My hope is that in the months and years to come, each one of us will begin to cast our stones and that ripples will be felt around the world.

meg

 

 

P.s My challenge for you this week is to tell 3 people that there are nearly 30 million slaves in the world today — more than any other time in history. Raise your voice and get people informed!

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‘I am a girl and that’s not something I should be ashamed of.’  Great work Always, this is such an awesome campaign! Thank you Grace and Holly for sharing it with me! xx

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June is for…

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I was on my way home from Oxford to Essex at about 10pm the other day.

I was driving down a dark country lane when I turned left and was faced with a big red sign saying ‘BLOCKED ROAD – follow diversion.’ I started to panic a little because it was really late, and I didn’t really know where I was going. So I began to follow the yellow diversion signs, left and left and right and then left until they disappeared.

I was all alone on this dark country road with no idea how to get home. So with a racing heart and, ok I admit it, tears rolling down my cheeks, I pulled over and called a friend.

The conversation went something like this…

‘I’m lost on my way home from Oxford! *sniff*’

‘Ok well where have you been? What have you seen as you’ve been driving along?’

‘I’ve seen a pub called The Fat Fox, a primary school and I’ve just crossed over a river on an old bridge’

‘Right and what can you see now?’

‘Erm, a field, lots of trees, the sky and two little roundabouts ahead’

‘Great, and where do you need to get to?’

‘I really want to get to the M25, once I’m there I’ll be ok’

‘I think I know roughly where you are! Put me on hands free and I’ll try to direct you.’

So I drove and constantly told him what I was seeing – a postbox, a row of old houses, a police station… and after about half an hour he guided me to the M25! Hooray! I was on my way home.

Is there somewhere in life that you want to get to? Something you want to achieve, but you’re not sure how to get there?

Well if your answer is yes then I think those questions that my friend asked me can be of some help to you too…

Where have you been?

e.g. done well at school; have been hurt and let down; part of a big family; suffered from depression; lonely; bullied.

Where are you now?

e.g. hopeful; exams coming up; negative; still lonely; fearful; ill.

Where do you think you’re meant to go?

e.g. become happier; go to uni; have a better group of friends; be more confident; kick depression.

Sometimes I think it’s really great to sit and chew over these questions. However cheesy it may sound, we’re all on a journey through life aren’t we? And there’s always things we can get better at and goals we can aim for.

Everyone is on a different journey. We’ve all been brought up differently, experienced different things and are heading in different directions.

I’m on a journey with God, spending time with Him and trying to become more of who He wants me to be. It’s an incredible journey, as I’m learning to be braver and more confident… but it’s not always been that way:           

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It’s been a long old road but, when I look back, I can see that I’ve grown. All those things from ‘where I’ve been’ haven’t held me back. I’ve plodded onward, on the journey to become happier, more confident and more secure. I’m not there yet, but I’m definitely on my way.

Where are you heading? What can you see? Where are you really at, deep down? (only you know this)

Don’t let the fear of not knowing what’s next in life stop you. Keep seeking to become happier, keep moving forward towards your goal, but most of all, don’t let the things of the past stop you from growing and developing into who you were created to be.

 Keep on keeping on.

…and remember, don’t travel alone, include others in that journey of yours.

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This little light.

So how’s your ‘May is for making a difference’ going? If you need a bit of inspiration, have a look at this music video from LZ7. Remember, let your light shine.

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Give a day.

So I spent the day helping out at a charity shop. It was so much fun! Can you make a difference by giving a day of your time to help others?

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May is for…

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Two of my lovely friends, Grace and Hannah, have been away in Uganda and Thailand recently teaching English, working in a slum, and supporting refugees.

I think they’re totally amazing for being so brave and travelling so far to help other people. Deep down, even though I was so excited for their new adventures, it made me wonder whether I was really making a difference here in little old Essex… I told them ‘I could never be that brave, I could never do that.’

After they left, koko launched. I started writing blogs, and uploading some videos. Within a few weeks I received this message.

‘Your posts have really helped me.’

Such a simple sentence but one of the most encouraging messages I’ve received. These few words have made me realise that we can all make a difference where we are.

I’m no highly-qualified, super-educated blog extraordinaire, Hollywood film maker or counsellor. I’m not Grace, I’m not Hannah. I’m Meg. My adventure is not away in Uganda or Thailand, it’s here with you girls. I want this thing ‘koko’ to be a place where we’re encouraged, where we begin to see the good in ourselves and where we throw off the negativity we so often cling to. This is my adventure.

We’ve really got to stop comparing ourselves with each other. Not just comparing the way we look, but comparing who we are – our personalities and what we’re good at. I do it far too often. You have skills and talents (some of which you might not have even discovered yet!) that you can use to make a difference to the people around you.

I’m sure some of you are thinking ‘Me? I don’t know how to make a difference.’

Well here’s a few simple ideas… (you really don’t have to go to Uganda or Thailand, although you can if you want to. Tee hee!)

  • Look out for the person at school who’s being left out or looks lonely.
  • Be kind to your parents, they have feelings too!
  • Have a clear out of your wardrobe and take it to your local charity shop.
  • Offer to babysit for someone you know.
  • Encourage your favourite teacher by telling them how great they are.
  • Be kind(er) to your brother or sister.
  • Offer to help your elderly neighbour.

If this month we all decided to make more of a difference, can you IMAGINE what a happy month it would be?

So, #makeadifferenceinMay and never stop doing good.

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Exploring.

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‘I am who I am’

I love stories. We’re all made of them aren’t we?… good ones and sad ones, funny ones and difficult ones. I always love hearing stories, especially if they can teach me something. So, I’m really pleased to be posting this today. I’d like to introduce you to Alex.

alex ballet 2Hello! My name is Alex Davis, and I’m currently in my final year at university training to be a ballet dancer.

The biggest thing I’ve battled with ever since I began training in London is my weight. I always knew I didn’t have the right look for ballet but I never let it stop me. However, especially in my second year, I’ve been told time and time again that my body isn’t right and I must lose weight.

I did everything I could, I went to the gym ’till I was exhausted, I changed my eating habits by cutting out dairy and gluten completely out of my diet and I even tried to stop eating but thankfully that didn’t last long because I love food too much. I felt imperfect and not worthy and I hated it.

Over time, I began to realise that I had a gift for dance and I wasn’t going to let that stop me. I am who I am, and I didn’t want to let them affect me mentally anymore, I didn’t want them to force me to be something I’m not. We’re perfect, especially in God’s eyes. We need to stand against what society tells us to be! We don’t need to change this or do that to make other people happy. We need to stand on our own two feet and declare our individuality. We’re beautiful, and wonderfully made.

Love Alex.alex

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You Brought Me Home.

This is one of my favourite videos on youtube. Such a powerful message.

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May you blossom

mayyoublossomI’m sitting on a bench by the sea, and I just had to write to you. Above me is a beautiful blossom tree. As I write, little bits of blossom are falling off and surrounding me… by the time I finish writing this, I’m going to be covered.

The word ‘blossom’ has really been on my mind recently. Every time I see these trees, I’ve been thinking about us girls. Why? Because I see something that is absolutely beautiful and is growing each day. Each tree is a different shape and a different colour – with pinks, reds, yellows and creams. They remind me of us, each one completely unique in our own way.

All through the winter these trees have been bare, stripped back, lifeless with no colour. But today they line the streets, filling our towns with colour and beauty.

These trees remind me that seasons change, just like life. Some days you can feel colourless, almost lifeless like a tree in winter. But remember, this will pass. As I sit beneath this canopy of pink and look out towards the sea, I want to say this to you…

Like a tree, may you blossom.
May you discover and embrace your uniqueness.
May you bring colour and beauty to your town.
May your roots go down deep so that you can stand tall, unshaken.
And may this continue day after day,
Month after month,
Season after season
May you grow into more of who you’re meant to be.

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The story of the wrong name…

What have you been called in the past? Is there a name that you need to get rid of?

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‘Hello world, this is my birthmark!’

I love love love this Naomi! Thank you so much for sharing it with us all on koko. x

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Hello world, this is my birthmark! Please get acquainted 😉
It’s been hiding away under a mass of hair for several years,
but post-chop, it’s time for it to get some sun!
No, it’s not a rash, your food hasn’t caused an allergic reaction…
yes, I know it’s there..
no, it’s not a love-bite, bruise, burn…
and yes, I’m very happy it being there 😀 
 
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April is for…

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Have you seen any of #thebestthingsinlife photos that I’ve posted?

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Rainbows.

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‘How do I deal with people passing away?’

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Sleepy meerkat… teehee!

Haha! Girls I laughed SO much at this youtube video so I just had to share it with you!
Hope you find him as funny as I did. Bahahaa!!

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My amazing friend Hannah is coming home from Thailand! Hooray!
I just wanted to share with you her reflection on her time away. #countyourblessings

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‘The ripple is starting!’

Screen Shot 2014-03-14 at 15.42.40Abbie P! I just had to share this comment that you’ve posted on the latest vlog.
THANK YOU! It’s really made my day. I can’t tell you how happy I am that the ripple is starting.
Hope you have a fantastic weekend in the sun, lots of love, Meg x

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The story of the hairy bum…

So this is what happened on my way to Northumberland.

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Because I am a girl…

by Claire Rush

 

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I love being a girl. Guys are great… but I wouldn’t change being a girl and so would you. After koko posted a question earlier in the week, you told us all the AMAZING things that you love about being a girl. You love the incredible choices of clothes (and shoes), that you can paint your nails bright colours and you have the opportunity to give birth to a new life (deep stuff)!

But we know that there is some rubbish stuff too – in fact, some of you even struggled to think of anything ‘good’. Unfortunately in some parts of the world, it can be tough and even dangerous to be a girl.

I am more likely to not be able to read and write because I am a girl.

65 million girls are missing from classrooms across the world – yes, 65 million.

Because I am a girl, my wedding will probably not be the happiest day of my life.

Every three seconds, another girl is forced to marry someone she doesn’t want to.

I am more likely to be missing from the face of the earth because I am a girl.

Around 113 to 200 million girls and women are simply missing across the world due to violence, trafficking, neglect or because they have never even been given the chance to be born.

This is difficult stuff, but a reality. How does it make you feel?

It makes me sad. It upsets me. Then it makes me angry.

Most of all, these statistics make me passionate; passionate to remember that they’re not just numbers, they represent amazing individual girls. It motivates me to want to change the world I live in and help shape it to be a place that values boys and girls equally.

Today is International Women’s Day; a time to celebrate our own value and potential as girls! I’d love you to get involved too.

  1. Why don’t you learn more about what it’s like to be girl around the world? Plan’s Because I Am a Girl is a great website and you could download the inspiring Girl Rising movie on iTunes.
  2. Do you have some free time? You could get involved with some projects in your local community or globally. Remember that you have a voice – and it’s powerful. You could speak with a generation of hurt, silenced, forgotten and neglected women… and bring transformation.
  3. Let’s just celebrate being girls and enjoy it. Do you know that you are significant? There is no one on earth like you. You are unique. Imagine what would happen if you and I REALLY believed that. We would be dangerous (in a good way)!

Let’s celebrate International Women’s Day together. Let’s believe that being a girl is powerful, amazing and incredible… because the world needs to see that it really is.

Love Claire

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I love travelling, books, movies, DVD box-sets,
swimming and shaping the culture which surrounds me.
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Being on a speeding train.

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Lupita Nyong’o, you’re incredible.

I just HAD to share this with you. wow. Lupita’s words are so powerful and so very true.

‘Get to the deeper business of being beautiful inside’.

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March is for…

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I found out recently that one of my friends from school has been in hospital for five years with anorexia. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about her – what she’s going through and what she feels about herself.

As I’ve sat down today to write a little something for March, it’s not just my friend that is on my mind… it’s also you girls who have sent me questions about difficult things that you’re facing at the moment. Just as I’ve put pen to paper the two words that are filling my head are

march on.

It sounds kind of cheesy, but I mean it from the depths of my heart.

Whatever you’re going though, wherever you are, whatever has happened in the past, march on, keep going and never give up.

Know that you are enough, just as you are. You are talented even if you don’t know it. You are beautiful even if you don’t believe it. You are not alone even if you think you are.

There is so much out there in this world to see, do and understand – sometimes it’s overwhelming and we can end up feeling a bit lost.

Sometimes you can feel like you’re in a long dark tunnel where things are painful, confusing and you hurt. All you want to do is sit down and stay there because you’re tired of it all. It’s hard to see, because it’s dark where you are, but there are lots of people walking beside you experiencing similar feelings on their own journey.

Don’t stay still, stand up, lift your head and march forward towards the end of the tunnel, step by step.

You might not see the light yet, but I have and it’s worth running towards.

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Duct Tape Surfing

If you watch just one video on the internet this week, let it be this one. It’s utterly beautiful and incredibly moving all the way until the end. Thank you Natalie Clarkson for sending this to me, I love it.

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Bike rides.

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Smiling really is infectious.

rlatOk, I’m going to tell you a secret… I love to people watch. I know it’s odd but something I LOVE to do is go to a coffee shop, get a yummy iced latte and watch people wander past the coffee shop window. In fact, I’m doing it right now. As everyone walks past, I love playing this game where I work out what animals they’d be.

There are all sorts of people that pass my window; I see super posh people off to the office with their briefcases, I see yummy mummies, there’s always lots of joggers, people on their mobiles, I see grandparents and couples hand in hand. However, one thing I’ve noticed during my people watching days is just how miserable everyone looks.

So, it’s a lovely day in the heart of Essex but today, as I sipped my coffee, something unexpected happened…  I saw my favourite person to walk past the window for weeks…

It was an old lady who was clearly struggling to walk in her old age, as she hobbled along in the sunshine with all her bags, she lifted her head as she passed a girl of about 17. The old lady preceded to give the young girl a beaming smile (the sort where you can’t help but smile back). The girl gave a big smile in return but as she did I saw her catch the eye of a 50 something year old woman – who also caught this smile revolution!

All three women walked away smiling. I feel like giving them all a roaring standing ovation – but I can’t, I’m in a coffee shop.

I love that old lady.

I wish more people would smile… not only does it make people watching a happier experience for me, but it really is catching.

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The story of the ripped card…

Boyfriends, broken hearts and being patient.

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‘I am learning to love myself’

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Being a girl.

I had a great afternoon chatting with the lovely Emilie, Grace, Lydia and Elizabeth. Thank you girls! I love your thoughts about beauty, opinions on photoshop and ideas on how we can become happier with ourselves just as we are. x

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February is for…

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This is me and my friend Sarah…

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We became friends at church when we were 11. I thought she was SO cool – she had this long, glossy straight hair and mine was really curly. I decided I wanted straight hair like Sarah’s.

I didn’t own any straighteners, so I thought if I brushed it and brushed it, it would eventually go straight. It didn’t. I ended up looking like a poodle.

Sarah had glasses so I became determined to get them too. I convinced my mum to take me to the opticians and when I was told that my eyes were absolutely fine I was gutted.

Sarah also had a brace with these really cool pink-coloured bands. I was annoyed when the dentist told me that my teeth were straight and I didn’t need one. My next aim was to have writing like Sarah’s, it was all swirly and curly. I practised and practised but it never looked the same. I desperately wanted to be like Sarah but no matter how hard I tried, I had to admit it… I was nothing like her.

A few years ago, I told her all of this and I was surprised when she laughed her head off. She said ‘Did you not realise that I wanted curly hair? I hated my glasses! And I wished that I didn’t have to have a brace!’ We had a really long chat and talked about how insanely different we are.

Sarah has taught me a lot about friendship…

She’s helped to build my confidence over the years and made me appreciate what makes me me. She always shows an interest in what I’m doing, and it makes me feel loved and valued when she asks about how my week has been. She spends ages listening to me as I pour my heart out over coffee when I’ve had a rubbish day. She tells me that I encourage her to try things she’s never done before and take her on adventures.

What we’ve realised is that even though we’re completely different, we bring out the best in each other… and that, I think, is the sign of one great friendship. But what happens when friendships aren’t going great? Sarah and I have had our difficult times and I’ve actually heard that quite a few of you are finding it hard with some of your friends at the moment. So I’ve been having a bit of a think and have chatted to a few different people; if you really want your friendships to get stronger then here’s a few little suggestions that we think might help…

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Arriving home.

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Mandisa – Overcomer

If things are tough or you’re feeling down right now, take a listen to this amazing song by Mandisa.
You’re an overcomer.

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The best things in life.

A little while ago I was chatting to a few of you girls about wanting ‘stuff’. I asked you what it is that everyone wants at the moment and here’s what you said…

An iPad, Louboutins, tickets to festivals, a car, expensive make-up and then one of you said this:

‘Girls want anything that will make them look rich’ 

and that comment has totally stuck with me.

I really think we live in a world that tells us to BUY MORE! WANT MORE! and HAVE MORE! I was reading The Guardian the other day and it said ‘In an entire day we’re likely to see 3,500 marketing messages’. Woah! 3,500! Each one bombarding us with suggestions and fueling our desire to ‘want’.

But I absolutely love this quote…

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You know like, a beautiful sunset, cuddles with a baby, laughing till your sides hurt… none of these cost loads of money but I really do believe they’re the best things in life.

I’ve decided, I want to pay more attention to the world around me and to look out for the simpler things. So watch out once a week as I share my ‘best things in life’.

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The story of the suitcase…

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January is for…

‘A new year, a new you!’

That’s what I read every January in magazines. The pages are full of diet tips, resolutions, ideas about revamping your wardrobe and suggestions about how a new haircut can make you feel like a new person. It’s all about ‘out with the old and in with the new.’

But all these messages they’re giving me about needing to become someone new, someone more interesting and fashionable leaves me with this big question…

What’s wrong with me as I am?

So I Googled the word ‘resolution’ today and I found out it means ‘a firm determination’ and that’s really got me thinking. What am I determined about? That’s a really strong word.

So I’ve decided – I don’t want to start this new year going along with the trend of reinventing myself. Instead I want to be absolutely determined to just be me.

But, to be honest, that’s really hard because often I look at others and think ‘ooh I’d love to have her glossy hair’, ‘Oh I’d love to be able to play the piano like him’, ‘I’d love to be confident like her’ or ‘Ohh she’s got a degree, I’d like a degree.’ It’s really easy to compare yourself to others around you, I do it all the time, but I don’t want to spend the year trying to be someone I’m not.

I want to be the best me that I can. Trying my hardest to be a good sister, daughter and friend. Trying to put others before myself. Trying my best to patient and generous… no new diets or haircuts here!

Of course there’s always things we can get better at, but perhaps we need to stop being so hard on ourselves, remember… we’re all a work in progress.

In 2018 I’m determined to just be me – nothing more, nothing less. So will you join me and make a resolution to do the same?

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let the adventure begin

Oh my gosh – you’re here, on koko! I’ve been looking forward to this day for SO long.

If you’re wondering what koko is all about, then take a look at the let the adventure begin film, it tells you everything.

I didn’t mention it in the film but a little while ago I travelled around the UK and met with loads of you girls at festivals, youth groups and in coffee shops. I had such a laugh getting to know you all, and actually you made me realise that we all questions…

As we got chatting you asked me all sorts of things like:

My parents argue all the time and it upsets me, do you have any advice?
What do I do if my boyfriend is pressuring me to have sex?
My friend is being really horrible, what should I say?
I cry all the time and nothing makes me feel happy. What should I do?

Literally, we all have SO many questions. Me included!

And I just thought, wouldn’t it be amazing to have a place to talk about all this stuff? And from all this, koko was born – a place for us girls to stick together and find out more about things that matters to us.

So I hereby invite you to get involved! I’d love you to be a part of this… if there’s a video you’d like me to make, let me know! If you see something that you think should be on koko, send it to me! If you have a question, email me.

So follow koko on Twitter, like the Facebook page and please make sure you say hello!

I’m just so excited because this adventure is just beginning and I can’t wait to meet more of you girls along the way.

Lots of love,

Meg xx

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Let the adventure begin.

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Did you know?

Did you know your body is amazing? (I had so much fun filming this for you!)

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